Hello dad...your birthday was a week ago.
I went to our favorite spot....the one by the lake where that old man yells at the fish...he's still there though he doesn't so much of any yelling anymore sense he's getting older
I still miss you all the same as I did when you passed...and even more so when I started high school...I felt like I had no one
But it's not fair to you if I mope around and feel sorry for myself
It's not your fault you're dead....
I'm going to college next year though...or at least I hope to
I was hoping to go to a performing arts college like you said mom went to.
I met a def boy at school yesterday who reminded me of you...
He smiled more than I do about things, I just don't know if I could ever be as forgiving of fate as him...even though I have to write everything I say on a piece of paper he doesn't mind at all...how positive he stays reminds me of how you were
I miss you terribly....I really do.
Remember when you used to tell me not to judge people until I see things from their point of view? I'm trying harder to do that now....my attitude on life has changed for the better I think and I'm no longer hurting myself the way I did when you passed.....
I've moved out and I live with Krysta, Lauren, and Danny
I know you remember Lauren..she used to call you G.I. joe
I love you, dad.
Keep a seat warm for me next to you...I'll join you some day
Becca Bear~~
