I wish I could be more like you.
I wish I could forget every conversation we had, just like you did.
I wish I could erase your lips from my memory just like you replaced mine.
I wish I could numb my heart to feel no pain, but you tore it out and crushed it.
I wish I could rebound to another person and flaunt them in front of you seeing as you have no trouble doing that to me.
Did I really mean so little to you, for you to go and find my replacement the moment things got hard?
Why couldnt we be the kind of people who overcome it, not succum.
I opened myself, my time, and my heart.
Can I just ask you one thing?
Where did all our love go?
Did it get lost with all the promises and deals you made me?
Or maybe it is pilled with all the bullshit you gave me.
Well way to go Riley,
You finally achieved something.
You finally made me know how it feels to be used and thrown away.
So, yeah, I wish I could be more like you forget all about me.
-S.A
