A World We Did Not Know

Smiles like an angel but is going through hell

I bolt awake in a puddle of sweat, Mum and Dan leaning over me trying to get me wake. I look at them eyes open but they don't see me.
"Mum! Dan! I'm awaked! Please see me I'm here" I tell but they don't Evan notice. I stand up and look at them their still leaning over the bed shaking my lifeless body. Dan was crying he had been for a while he kept telling to stop joking and open my eyes but I wasn't playing.
I realized that I had done it. It worked. The pill finally was my end.

The last few months have been agony. My boyfriend had broken up with me and he had slapped me so hard that I was knocked to the ground. The next day I felt like a nothing. Everyone thought I was weak and without him I was. Each day began a routine wake,school,starve,cut,sleep. I was miserable then came the thoughts My head told me that I was useless and ugly. I believed it and began to eventually I pushed my few friends out and got bags underneath my eyes from deprivation of sleep.