When Hate Turns To Love (Hayes Grier)

Pleads- Chapter Five

Hunters pov

"Your house is huge!!" I say surprised. Hayes chuckles and keep look at him "What." I raise an eyebrow.

"Nothing." He sighs.

Why is he acting so upset, he did this to his self and now is acting like I hate him for no reason. I know I'm being rough, and kinda mean. Considering I'm going to be living with him for the next year.

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I come down in a sports bra and some leggings with a cute pair of Nikes, "Can we go play basketball?" I ask.

"You pl-" Hayes looks up and stares at me "Uhm you play uh basketball?" He asks and I nod slowly.

"Yea we can go." Nash stands "let's see how bad you'll lose!" He laughs and playfully shoves my shoulder.

"Stop talking bout ya self!!" I laugh and shove back.

"Do you mind if our friend Daniel comes?" Nash pauses "the one that shared you?"

"I want to meet him!" I smile.

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We walk to a basketball court and a whole bunch of guys are here. I groan. Hayes chuckles. I decide against having a rude remark to that, he's acting like everything is okay. It's not. I'm still mad at him.

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"Dang girl." Nash laughs. "You're good." He adds with a loud laugh.

"Definitely." Daniel laughs. "You should play for a team." He smiles.

Some guy comes over with a smug look on his face and Nash and Daniel have started playing basketball again.

"Hello beautiful." He smiles looking down at me.

"Hi.." I say awkwardly.

He wraps his arms around my waist.  I look at him, "get off." I say. His grip tightens and I begin to panic, "get off!" I yell catching Hayes attention. Hayes jumps up from the chair he was sitting in.

"GET OFF OF HER!" He yells, his face red with anger.

"Okay." The guy smirks grabbing my bum and shoves me back onto the ground and I hit my head. I groan.

I see Hayes punch the guy and blood splatters from the guys nose, "Hayes stop!" Hayes doesn't stop. Nash tried to pull him off but with no success he gives up. "Hayes please." A whimper looking at him.

He looks at me, he stands and helps me up, " we are leaving." He picks me up and carries me home.

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"Thanks..," I look up at him. We are now in my room. He sits on the edge of my bed. He looks up at me and nods. The moonlight from my window makes me look at him so differently. He looks so godly.

"Will you tell me what happened with your dad...?" He looks at me "I want to be able to yanno be there for you." He says. 
"You won't judge me?" I ask, why am I even thinking about trusting him?
"Of course not." He says.
"I'm telling you things I've never told anyone.. I'm telling you everything. You cannot tell anyone.." I say, he nods.

" Okay, well it stated when I was younger. I was about 5, everything was fine before that. Except the occasional bully. Then my dad got into drug and alcohol. My once kind hearted loving dad, who at one point came to my ballet recitals and packed my lunches. Became an angry abusive person. He started with only hitting my mom occasionally and then he'd apologize when he sobered up. But then, he was never sober. He started hitting us when I was about 6. He'd burn us, punch us, smack and choke. He's broken bones and left bruises. So Uhm.. One night when I was about 8.. He came into my room and" I pause tearing up "he raped me." I blink and tears fall. "So after that I started self harm. I stopped eating, sleeping and everything. I kinda stopped living. I'm afraid to even sleep. Then my best friend got in a car accident, it was claimed to be accidental, but I don't think it was. I was in the car and nothing caused us to crash. But the bullying got really bad.. So yeah.." I sigh, I look up at hayes.

I expect him to be laughing but his face is drenched with tears, "Let me see the cuts Hunter." He cries slightly.

"I thought you hated me." I say quietly.

"I didn't know you." He says still crying. "Let me see them,"

"Their on my thighs.." I pause.
"Hunter." He says with a crack in his voice. That's where I can't hold the tears anymore and I start to cry. He starts to cry even harder and I hold him for a minute.
"I'll show you." I slowly take my leggings off. His breath hitches and his chest shakes as the cuts become visible.
  "Did I make you do those?! Those are recent. Oh my god Hunter." He cries. "I'm so sorry." He cries.

  Without thinking I press my lips against his sitting in his lap. His hands go to my hips and we continue to kiss. His hands grip my hips a bit and he kisses slightly on my neck. Nipping below my ear, cause butterflies to flutter in my stomach, he kisses my lips once more and his tongue glazes my bottom lip. I grant him access to my mouth. Our tongues wonder each others mouths and he lays back. We continue to kiss and he pulls my legs so they are on each side of him. He pulls away.
"We can't." He leaves the room with that. Leaving me completely confused.

I just gave him all my trust. I told him hogs I've never told anyone. I showed him my cuts. I made out with him. Then he just walks out? We can't what? What were we doing? Was we too caught up in the moment? God I'm so confused.
I don't hate Hayes. And when we were kissing I truly felt right, but he just pushed me away. What do I do. I just need sleep now.