[Rants] All the shit in my head

Sorry

When I was younger I thought I was going to grow up and become someone important.
I said that i never was going to
Curse
Smoke
Be a bitch
Skip school

I'm sorry little me, I'm a disappointment and I already know it
I don't need more people to tell me that.
I'm always crying, for so stupid things.
But when I actually do cry over something big I cry a few hours
I don't stop
I'm a crybaby but I don't let anyone know it.
I let them believe that I'm happy and rich and have a lot off friends but I lie to them
I lie to my friends, my family, even my closest friends.
It's like my whole life is about acting.
I already take acting classes.
I'm sorry that I lie all the time, you don't know that I do but some day, you will understand why I was locked inside my room all the time.