Half A Heart (discontinued)

5 (Ten's POV)

After I arrived at my parent's house I begged my mom to call Stacey and so she did. I overheard their conversation and after my mom hung up I ran outside to go to her house personally.

On my way to her house, I was nervous but excited. I just want to see her, that's all I want. To say sorry, to hug her for the last time before I start getting busy. 

I regretted hurting her. I regretted leaving her and cutting all communications. I regretted letting go the love of my life. 

I arrived in front of her house and ran towards their door I rang their doorbell and after a few seconds the face I have been missing appears. 

I raised my hands towards her but she backed away from me and it broke my heart. I stepped towards her and pulled her towards me and hugged her, what surprised me was she hugged me back.

I caressed her hair and repeatedly said sorry to her, she cried and it frightened me. I broke this girl. I broke the girl who was perfect. Who loved with no conditions. I broke her and I will never forgive myself. 

After a few minutes of hugging and saying sorry I loosened the hug but she pulled me closer and said, "Let me hold you longer." Tears started falling down my face so I hugged her back while wiping away the tears. 

She let go of me and started wiping her own tears. I froze upon seeing her cry because me. My heart felt heavy and I couldn't even wipe her tears. 

We just stood in front of each other, I just stared at her and realized that she didn't change one bit. 

I didn't realize that it was already an hour after I left the apartment. The manager called me and told me to come back before he comes and gets me. 

I don't have any other option so I hugged her for the last time and kissed her forehead. I turned around and walked away from her. It felt like I walked away from my happiness and towards my dreams. Though I may be happy because I achieved my dreams the happiness she gives me is different, no one can give me that kind of happiness.

I drove away from their house with a very messed up head and a very heavy heart.