~Any Match Up One Shots~

The End

(A/N)
Hello! I know it's been awhile but here's another one shot, I'm going to try and stay on the anonymous path with these so you guys can put yourselves into the characters shoes. I hope you enjoy! (WARNING MAY BE TRIGGERING)

(Main Character POV)

There was silence. A horrible silence that filled the room.
"She's gone"
I thought to myself. There nothing left but the shirt she had left here. I slowly stood up and walked over to my nightstand to grab some tissues. I felt the overwhelming sadness come over me again, and I broke down.
Before I knew it, I had my hands over the call button.
"I need to talk to her. I need to know what I did wrong, I can fix it."
I hesitated, and then clicked the button.
~Riiiing~
~Riiiiiiing~
~Riiiiiiiiiiing~
Click
"Hello?"
Her familiar voice rang through my ears
"OH thank God you picked up, I need to know... why?"
Silence. My body started to shake. I knew this was a bad idea.
"I told you... it just wasn't working out."
Her voice had become unsteady, like an earthquake was controlling her.
"Ok... well then I guess I'll be going now..."
Click
There was silence again. The constant reminder of the fact I would never be alone, alway accompanied by my fear, my sadness, my mistakes, my uncertainties. My mind has gone blank. There's no feeling left. My heart had abandoned my body, it no longer give me life.
I walked back over to my nightstand, placed the tissues back where I got them, and I opened my drawer.
"NO. You've been clean for so long, why now?!"
My mind screamed at me, two different sides, like the angel and the devil on my shoulder.
"DO IT!! No... you're too weak. Too scared. You're just another wimp!"
I picked up the small bag I had hidden in my drawer. I opened it. The shine of the metal inside made my heart skip a beat. With one finger I carefully removed the razor, and placed it in my other hand.
Slash
I grunted and watched the blood seep out of my arm.
Drip
Drip
Drip
"Another one, do another one."
I picked up the razor, listening to the devil inside.
Slash
Slash
Slash
Slash
Slash
Slash
SLASH
I screamed and put down the razor. My arm now pouring blood.
"This is going to be one hell of a mess to clean up"
I looked down at my floor to see my blood strewn all over my wooden floorboards.
"Aw shit."
I got up and grabbed a towel, cleaning up the blood on my floor. By now, my arm was throbbing, I couldn't seem to see straight, everything was blurry.
"I'm loosing too much blood. Too much blood!!"
I hopped up and grabbed my first aide kit, quickly wrapping my arm with what ever I could find. The bleeding stopped.
"To die by blood loss would be a horrible death... but I know something better...hehe~"
My delirious mind brought me back into my room. I reopened my drawer and grabbed the pill bottle. 8,950 MG of sleeping capsules in here. I poured them out and into my hand. I carefully walked into the kitchen and emptied them into a cup of water. I stared at the water.
Death is soon
I chugged the dusty water and sat down on the floor.
~Ding~
I looked down at my phone.
A text
"Hey, I'm sorry I don't know what got into me, is there anyway you could forgive me?"
My eyes teared up as I read the text.
"This was all a mistake"
With what little time I had left, I responded.
"I'm sorry, but you were too late"

Thump.

THE END

(A/N)
hello, so none of this actually happened, and hopefully never will happen. I needed to get it out my system so I'm sorry if I upset anyone, I did use a warning btw. So please don't be worried. I'm fine, everything is cool. There are just things I need to get out of my system. So thanks for reading, and the continual support, I love you guys!!! <3