4months later
I woke up naked next to Joe. I looked to see two beds for my babies. Well they aren't mine. I looked to see joe peacefully asleep. I got up and went to the bathroom and took a shower. I broke down and sat on the shower floor. Their was a knock on the door. Then it opened it was Joe. "Angelica are you okay?" Joe asked his naked body moving swiftly towards the shower door slowly coming in.
I instantly wrapped my arms around him and broke down. "Why did this happen?!" I banged on the wall and Joe shushed me trying to calm me down. "I loved them. Why did you let me love them?" I looked at Joe tears falling from my eyes. "I wanted you to be happy." He said quietly "but I see what I did was wrong" Joe stopped talking and hugged me closer.
I wiped my tears and lifted my head up and looked at Joe. "It's okay. You tried" I kissed him and he kissed me back we soon finished the shower. We walked to the kitchen after to see a ginger sitting on our couch. "Uhm hello" I said and the boy turned and stood up. He was handsome he had these gorgeous blue eyes and fire hair. "Oh I'm Josh pieters from South Africa Caspars friend." He said holding out his hand to us. "Oh I'm Angelica deyes nice to meet you " I shook his hand smiling at him. "And I'm Joe sugg Angelica's boyfriend." Joe said butting in.
"Yeah boyfriend. He's done so much." I said smiling sarcastically Joe dropped his head and chuckled. I heard footsteps coming up "hey guys." It's Caspar "hey Cas. Thank you for bring this tree in our house. Where would you like to put it?" I asked him joking around trying to move Josh. "Haha yeah sorry Angelica I thought you might need people to cheer you up....so I brought a extra roomie." Caspar said cheering and I smiled. "Thank you Caspar." I hugged him and he hugged me back. "Hey Angelica oli is coming. He misses you." Joe said just as the bell rang and Joe let oli through. "So how's about a movie night I'll get the snacks. " I said heading the kitchen and I made a s'mores pizza and more stuff to do with chocolate and marshmallows. I heard foot steps come to me I turned and it's oli. "Hey buddy how you doing?" Oli said open arms. Oli white is my best friend. I brought oli over when I first met him. Joe didn't really like him cause well oli was too good to me. He was sweet always close but in a friend kinda away and Joe noticed and he let his hate go and him and oli became close.
"So what are you making me." He snatched a marshmallow. The oven beeped and I pulled out the s'mores pizza. "Ohh my favorite. You know what Angelica you should make a book. " oli said chewing on a marshmallow. "What do you mean, a book. I'm not even a good writer. What would the book even be about?" I asked him making rice crispy treats putting chocolate and marshmallows on top rolling them into a swirl and cutting them. "Cook sweets well making them. Look at how good these are, and your a brilliant writer." Oli said nudging me.
"But how would I even be able to get it published I haven't uploaded in 4 months. " I said looking down letting out a deep breath. "Hey I'll help, and I'll help you get back in YouTube" Oli said he hugged me and helped me take the sweets to the table. "Oh always good Angelica." Caspar said handing Josh some and getting some for himself. Joe did the same as did oli they smiled. I don't usually eat it I just like making it and seeing the smiles on my friends and boyfriends face.
"So what are we watching?" I asked from my seat by Joe. "Nightmare on elm street. " Josh said smirking causing Joe to laugh. "Try all you want Josh you will never make her get scared from a movie. She loves these crazy ones." Joe said to Josh Joe looked at me and smiled. "That's why I love her. She's brave." He kissed me and I blushed hiding my face. "You Joseph sugg are too good for me." I smiled at him and he smiled back. "No we are perfect for each other." He pulled me in to cuddle and the movie started.
The movie was filled with Josh and Caspars screams, oli jumping, Joe pulling me close to him, and my laughter. "That was way to scary." Josh said huffing and puffing. Like the big bad ginger wolf. "How's about something cute?" Oli said popping in finding nemo. "No this is not cute, all Disney movies are sad. You'll make me cry." I said holding my heart. "Well at least we know you have another emotion ,not just laughter or blank staring." Josh said smiling in a joking way. "Your lucky I'm to fair, or I'll push you down and we will watch you fall like the tree you are." I said trying to act like a psycho path. "Timber!" Oli shouted. Then we all started laughing and played the movie.
"I could get used to this." I said to myself looking at my happy YouTube family. Yes even Josh but that's a weird story. All I know is he was in some of Caspars videos and they were weird as fuck.