Skate maloley imagines (on hold)

Im so sorry

A/n: Listen to Wicked games while reading this! Enjoy Fam xoxo. 

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Your Pov 

Skate always told you he loved you and you believed him but things have ben going bad the past few weeks since he came back from tour. You were so excited for him to come back and when he did he didn't say one word to you. The first thing he said was "Im going out" he didn't even wait for a response he just left. That been happing for over a month now and you getting sick of it. 

He told you he was going to be with the boys at his house for the day so you text sam telling him you were calling. You didn't wait for a text back you just turned off your phone and left to go to skates. 

It took you about 20 minutes to get to skates and thats when you realised none of the boys were there. You though nothing of it and went up to the front door and opened it. But the was the worst thing you ever did. When you walked in you saw skate and some blonde bimbo doing it up against the wall. They kept going while you were standing there frozen in place watching the boy you love fuck some girl, you would swear that you could hear you heart being thorn in half. 

The girl finally opened her eyes and screamed when she saw you and quickly pushed skate away which was quite awkward because he was still inside of her. She looked at you and thats when you realised you were crying. 

"Babe why did you want to stop" at that you laugh. Skate freezes and slowly turned around to face you and you looked him straight in the eyes and you could see the guilt forming in them. You slowly turned your body to face the whore who was now collecting her clothes together. When she saw you looking she stopped. She frozen in her place, You let out a deep breath and mumbled under your breath. You looked at skate and shook your head. you didn't even realise you were crying until a tear hit your hand. 

You heard skate tell the girl to leave  which she did. "Oh Y/n Im so sorry" you let out a small chuckle that was swallowed up by a sob and started to shake your head. You looked up to see him standing right in front of you, "I understand that I was never good enough, pretty enough, skinny enough, Im sorry that I lost your baby and Im sorry that i tried to kill myself so many times but you no what skate." You couldn't stand to look at him while he was crying so you looked over his shoulder and sighed. "I understand." you could see hi m shaking his head out of the corner of your eye and he let out a sigh "I never meant to hurt you Y/n . Im sorry that you went through all of this but I do love you. I love you so much its hurts and I'm not used to relationships and I'm so sorry I hurt you. I hate my." you cut him off quickly before he could continue that sentence. "I don't hate you skate" He didn't even try to suppress the surprise that was written on his face "Why not?" you let out a sob and looked at him "Because you are my first love and will always be my first love. Your the father of my unborn child and your the boy that made me happy." with that you kissed him on the cheek for the last time and looked him in the eyes "I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you. And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you." with that you walked out of his house leaving the boy you loved break down screaming and you left him with the thing he stole from you the first time ye ever met. 

Your heart.