This is my Confession

My Confession

Hey im a guy from Alabama who has recently found out something about himself that is life changing. I have recently found out that i am bisexual. Since i live in the south and scared as hell i have chosen not come out. I know you are wondering how does he know he is bisexual but he is a virgin. Well i love to see bulges and ass while im in public like oh my god. I love watching gay porn and i use objects as toys. Like i said im discreet but when I have urges i use a snapchat and oovoo account to satisfy them. I have been trying to have sex with a guy but i get so scared that they will expose me and I can't get bullied for something like this. I have times where i have serious suicidal thoughts and i almost attempt to do it. So im stuck between a rock and a hard place because I want to be myself but im scared of getting bullied for doing it. I really don't trust anyone because people make mistakes and i don't need 1 person's mistake ruining my life before i start a new one. So if you have any questions or advice for me message me and thank you for reading.