show me the world // l.p. // on hold

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☼ ѕнow мe тнe world ☼

☾lιaм payne ☽

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☾liam's pov ☽

"Do you have any tattoos Liam?" Indie asks me one day.

"Yeah, I do, actually."

We are laying on the brown leather couch in her house, the TV is playing softly, only for my entertainment, but I do not need anything but her. 

She leans into me, letting her chin fall on my shoulder. I pull her in close and I think I can feel her heart beat against me.

"Tell me about them."

"Well..." I begin, "I have four arrows on my right forearm, for each of my boys. Right here." I picked up one of her fingers and traced all of them.

"And?"

"On my other arm, it says 'everything i wanted but nothing i'll ever need'." I tell her, letting her hand fall back down onto my thigh. "And on my wrist i have 'only time will tell'." 

"I like your tattoos. They're meaningful."

She snuggles into me closer. "I'm cold." She murmurs.

"Maybe it's because of the clothes you're wearing right now." I laugh, but my chest is tight because frankly, she is very much lacking clothes.

She is only in her dark green sports bra and her underwear. I want her so, so bad right at this moment.

It's like in those movies, where the werewolf, or the vampire, is lusting so much for blood that they just can't control it any longer. That is how I feel. Except, I don't want her blood. I want every inch of her to want me. I want her lips against me. I want my lips against her.

I need that. I need her.

"Sunshine?" I ask her. I am stunned by how low my voice suddenly sounds.

"Yes, Liam?"

I take a second to let my heart rate calm down, and instead of telling her what I want most, I say: "Sit up right so I can go grab a blanket."

She straightens herself out and when I walk out of the room, I let out a million breaths I couldn't possibly hold at one time.

I take my time grabbing the blanket. In fact, maybe too much time.

"Liam?" I hear her call out, and her footsteps slowly thud on the wooden floors.

"I'm here, sunshine!" I yell back, so she wouldn't get lost looking for me.

I could only imagine the struggle she was going through each day.

Seeing was such a big thing to not have. It wasn't like not having smell, seeing was... everything.

"I love you, you know." I tell her solemnly, finally grabbing a blanket from the closet.

When she lifts her head, as if seeing me with eyes that couldn't look, a tear falls down her cheek.

"I love you more."

I pull her in by her shoulder, and she leans her tiny little frame into me.

No, you don't. You don't even know, Indianna Samuels.

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"We miss you loads, mate."

"I know. I miss you guys, too." I said to four of my favorite people on Earth. "But you're always with me." I gesture slightly to the tattoo on my arm.

We are FaceTiming on my laptop, speaking for the first time in days, a new record since we got together.

"Can't you take Indianna over here?" Lou asks.

"I would, but she's blind, man. I just don't want to take her to such an unfamiliar place. Especially with paps around." I tell them.

I did miss my mates loads, and hearing them say they missed me so much made it even harder.

"But you're so far away, and we barely ever see you when we come to visit anyways."

I felt totally and completely horrible. Having the guilty conscience I do, I felt like I had just abandoned them, which, in my book, was not okay.

"Li?" Indie's soft voice said.

Her head pokes through the door, her auburn hair falling on top her shoulder, eyebrows pushed together.

I really hope she did not hear our conversation.

"I would love moving by the rest of the boys." She says sincerely.

I motion for the boys to wait a minute.

"Sunshine, you really don-"

She cuts me off before I can finish. "No. I'm sure about this. We'll move into your flat on Friday. Is that alright?" Her green eyes pierce me, although they cannot see.

"Yes." I say softly.

She smiles a little, and joins me and the boys on FaceTime. 

"Hello, boys," She says peacefully.

"Hi, Indie!" They chorus.

And when I smile at them, I think they know how greatful I am for them.

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