Hey, how are you? You must be having one heck of a time. I’m glad.
Hey, did you know that I’ve changed now. I can fight and I’m not a weakling anymore. You don’t have to protect me now. But, thanks though. For what you’ve done for me.
Hey, we haven’t seen each other for a while now. Wow, it’s already been 4 years…a lot of things have changed. I’m a better fighter now and my coaches have been telling me that I’ll be at the top of the class in no time. Aren’t you proud?
But it doesn’t really matter if I learn how to fight now, because I couldn’t even protect you from yourself. I must suck as a friend, don’t I? Anyways, I’ve been talking about myself all this time. How about you? I’m pretty sure that you’re happy right now. I mean, you got what you wanted in the end, right? As long as you’re happy, I’m happy as well.
Hey, I really miss you, you know. If only I can visit you but I can’t. You’re just way too far away from me. I can’t go even if I try. But I think that we’ll be together again soon enough.
You know, I’ve been keeping quiet this whole time. To me, you’re not just my best friend anymore. I loved you more than that. I only wish that you knew. Would it have made a difference if I told you beforehand? Probably not. Haha. But I have a feeling that it would’ve at least given you a reason to stay.
I’ll probably be coming over soon. Please, just wait for me. By now, I’m pretty sure you’re getting bored. The last time you got “bored” everything went really bad. I mean, who wouldn’t get bored if they’re lying down under 6 feet of dirt for 4 years?
See ya soon!
Moral of the story, kids: Don’t commit suicide. You’ll be breaking someone’s heart out there. You may think that everyone hates you but there will always be that one person who loves you for who you are and who will deal with the pain harder than anyone ever will.
A/N: Written when I was high on feels and shit. That's why it's shit too. All my work's been shit...*cries*