I feel like a total bitch, someone kill me. I wasn't there for my girlfriend. the only woman that matters most to me and i wasn't there for her when she needed me the most! Can someone kill me now, so i wont have to live through this pain of knowing my only relationship may be over? I'm not afraid to show the world what happens when i fuck up, not this time. I'm tired of being the dummy, a retard in the world. I'm fucking over, and im sorry for my language, i shouldn't cuss in front of women on here,