To my surprise, we didn't get that drunk last night. We all fell asleep during the movie. I had an amazing time last night. I'm obviously closer to Harry, and I think my friends finally accept him. I still don't know how I feel about Harry, and I'm starting to regret last night. That was too far in our relationship. I don't want him to think I'm leading him on, or I'm a slut for letting him do that to me. It was too soon. He's gonna think that that is the kind of relationship I want to have with him, but it's not. Not right now, at least.
I wanna get to know him and him get to know me. I need to know what my feelings are.
Today is the weekend, and here we get the weekend off to visit our families and friends. I really want to see my mom again, so me and Calum are gonna visit her today.
"Cal are you ready?" I asked him, still in his room
"Hold on woman!! Can't a guy piss in peace without their twin sister up their ass?" He said with a chuckle
"I wanna be far away from your ass Calum. Now hurry the fuck up mom is waiting!!" I said before Calum walked out of the bathroom
We got into his car because I was too lazy to drive mine.
We finally got to mom's house. We opened the door and mom came running towards us.
"My babies are home!!" She screamed through the house
She ran to us and gave us hugs.
We walked in and started telling her about our lives at college.
"They have acting and singing classes now!! But to join you had to drop out of 2 classes of your choice. So I dropped out of math and chemistry. I also made a new friend Harry, who I really like" I said
When I talked about Harry, I felt butterflies in my stomach and my cheeks lit up.
"That's wonderful! Do you like him more than a friend or.." My mom drifted off
"I don't really know yet. I'm trying to figure that out actually." I said biting my lip
"Well if you need any advice, I'm always here" Mom said smiling
"I kinda do.. me and Harry kiss, a lot. Like making out kissing. I like him but I don't know if I should be kissing him in our relationship just yet." I said uncertainly
"Well, does he enjoy kissing you?" My mom asked
"Well, yeah I-I guess so" I stuttered
Does he really like it or is he just doing it to please me..? Does he even like me or does he just like kissing me?
"Then if you both like it, it's the right thing to do." Mom said with a small smile
"What if he thinks I'm just leading him on?" I asked my mom
"Sweetie! Unless you treat him that way, he'll think it. But if you think kissing him is leading him on, then do it until your ready. Try talking to him about it." Mom said
"Okay..thank you..I'll try. But I'm gonna go now. Thank you for the advice. CALUM LETS GO!!" I said
"Okay bye mom! Love you!!" Calum said kissing our mom's cheek
We said our goodbyes and left and got in the car.
The whole ride home, Harry was on my mind and he just didn't seem to go away.
