Bee's Heart;

Chapter 3: VidCon pt. 3; Dinner

It was around 6 o'clock and everyone was getting ready for the night. There were three rooms between the boys to share and Bee has her own room, to give her privacy and time to think. She was thinking of how heroic Will was, acting like that so quickly off his feet. She thought that was pretty cool.

All the boys were kindly waiting for bee, knowing she would take a while. Its now 7 and they decided to kindly knock on her door. She had been ready for a while just being kinda scared. She felt like a little girl talking to her crush. She wasn't sure who her crush was...

*knock knock* "Hey Bee, you ready?" It was Straub. "Be out in a sec!" She pretended that she was fixing her hair or something to make it look like she wasn't sitting there for a half hour doing nothing. She put on her smile, trying not to think whats been on her mind. But as soon as she walks out, she sees exactly what she was trying to avoid.

Once they arrive at dinner, it makes Bee happy because she gets to eat more american food! It's not as fun as it was before because she's a vegetarian now, but it was still a new experience for her. She ended up sitting next to Straub. She decided to use the restroom and go check twitter, kinda just disappear for a while. As soon as she go's on, a waterfall of anxiety fall upon her. She remembers that she was going to stay off of twitter for a little bit because of what happened at VidCon. Everyone was tweeting her pics of what happened with her a Will. Everyone was going crazy. then she saw something terrible. #bell. Her heart stopped. She had seen #bell before and #straubee and #beeyani and whoever her fans shipped her with but never this crazy. It had seemed that her fans were divided into two groups of people. bell shippers an straubee shippers. She had never wanted this to happen. She felt incredibly anxious and overwhelmed. She felt as if she split her world into two.Her friends riding on the balance. After a long time, she decided to tweet something

"Lets all just be friends <3"

She knew that fans would respond. And quickly but she couldn't bring herself to do so. It had been 15 mins of her in the bathroom. She needed to get out before the boys had to check in on her. "Hey guys." "Hey Bee, heres your dessert." "Oh yay! Did you get yours?" Uh yeah! They already got the plate back because I ate it all one bite pretty much!" Will looks over. But doesn't say anything. Everyone is to busy to notice. But Will does. Bee starts laughing. She feels better. But she was also wondering.. Why had her friends not told her all about.. Everything? Were they trying to be nice? Were they trying save her? Did they not make it awkward for Will and her? And Straub? Could they tell when she spaced out? Could they see.. Right through her?

"Lets go Boys! and Girl!" Says Graser. Bee actually does not space out this time and decides to be.. herself. Not anyone else but herself. Struab and Will became blurry in the distance. The back of her head wondered, "Is this right?"