Stormy Weather (BxB)

To You I Am Sorry

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Jian pov

" MOVE OUT OF THE WAY, BOYS" I yelled at the boy inmates as I raced down the hallway at top speed.
I had heard that Jack was in the prison hospital seriously injured so being the caring person I ran all the way here.
I finally found his room and busted though out of breath.
I felt tears accent my eyes as I stared at the sight before me.
Jack was hooked up to many machines with a breathing mask placed over his mouth helping him breath.
His skin looked pasty and devoid of color like a sick ghost.
Worst of all, the heart monitor was not beeping normally.
His heart was beating slow like a sad song.
I pulled up a chair next to his bed and grabbed his hand.
I winced when I felt his ice cold hands so I started rubbing his hand hoping it will warm up.
This gesture went on for what seemed like a long time as I sobbed silent tears looking upon a broken jack. "Hey jack " I quietly said hoping he could hear me.
I love jack but not in a romantic way.
I love him like a brother/sibling way.
I care for everyone but Jack, Konomi, and Blue have a special place in my heart.
I would die gladly for any of them.
I froze when I relized that I haven't seen Blue.
Blue would be the first person by Jack's side since they were very close.
I found this extremely weird and my mind started racing with the possible things that may have happened.
A knock interrupted my thoughts and I turned to see Konomi and My Dad.
Konomi rushed towards me then envoluped me in a tight hug which I returned instantly.
I was glad she came.
When we broke apart, I stared into Konomi's eyes wanting so much to kiss her.
I couldn't because if I did, my dad would tell my mom and she would disown or kill me.
She is a total homophobic and hates people like me.
I shuddered thinking about her.
I am absolutely terrified of her.
I finally turn away from Konomi and look upon my father.
I am also good at reading people so I could clearly see he was uncomfortable and hiding something.
I knew it had something to do with blue since he was fidgeting with a letter adressed to jack in Blue's writing.
I kinda hesitated to ask but finally finding my words I asked my dad's dreaded question of " Where and what happened to blue?"
The air instantly got tense and uncomfortable as my dad froze up and glared at me which I returned with one of own.
This went on for a while until he finally sighed and open his mouth to answer but was saved by a scream.

Jack pov( thoughts in his mind)

SNAP! I blacked out.
Great job ,Jack, for getting pummeled by Derek.
Though He is right, you have become weak and soft.
I guess even short tempered people has a weakness.
I always thought weaknesses were like a thing for school children who stink at a pertickuly subject or nerds who can't play sports.
I am such an idiot Because It just so happens that my weakness is a person who has Vibrant tousled blue hair, a cute child figure, a wonderful sunny day smile, and ,my favorite, gorgeous ocean blue eyes that seem to sparkle with happiness.
Thinking on that note, where is Blue?
Or am I in a coma and I can't feel him near me?
No that's not right.
I would still hear him.
I heard "Hey Jack" a little bit ago.
It must be Jian since it is the only female voice I know that would come the minute anything happen to me or anyone.
But back to Where are you Blue?
I need answers on who the heck is Navy blue and why did you hide that kind secret from me?
Okay I kinda see why you hide that from me since Navy blue gave me the freaking frights.
Blue I need you to come back to me.
I don't really know simple things about you.
I have so many questions about you like;

What is your real name?
How old are you?
What is your past?
How did you get into Juvie?
And most important,
Where are you?

Holy cow! I right now have the sudden urge to find you, hug you, kiss you, and keep you as mine forever.
Jian please help me out here!

" Where and what happened to blue? " I heard Jian say.

Jian thank you so much for saying that. I will thank you in person later.
But right now I need to wake up.
So I start yelling and yelling and yelling. No use.
My head really hurts from this but I tried one last time and scream at the top of my mind's lungs and made it.

(Out of mind)

I opened my eyes slowly for I was still feeling drowsy.
Though my half oponed eyes I saw Jian, Konomi, and Head Warren.
Jian looked tired with tear stains on her cheeks but she smiled. Konomi also smiled and gave me a nod.
Head Warren on the other hand looked uncomfortable and displeased with my waking.
I wonder why?
Before I could think longer, a docter rushed in and was asking a bunch of questions about how I feel.
I only told Fine.
He nodded and took the machines off me but kept the air mask on.
I did not refuse since I knew I couldn't breathe right and the mask was helpful.
I turned to my right and grabbed the remote to make me sit up.
As the bed rose, pain shot through my ribs and I gave a whimper of hurt.
But it soon subsided so no harm done. Jian gave me a look that said 'Be careful'.
I nodded slightly then turned towards Head Warren with a intense 'Tell me Now' glare.
He only handed me a letter then left.
I look down at the letter and froze up. My name was was written sloppy on the front in blue ink.
Blue!
I ripped open the letter and unfolded the paper with care.
Tears streamed down my face as I read.

Dear My Darling Jack,
I am so sorry for keeping you in the dark about my dark side.
I thought if I kept it from you, you would be safe but that is not so.
I am reason for you getting hurt.
I blame myself entirely.
I should have stay away from you and left you alone like a good crybaby boy. After a while, My mind told me the stay away in fear of losing you to Navy but my heart told me to stay with you.
I followed my heart and you got hurt because of it.
I hope with me gone you live happily when you get out.
Just forget about me and move on.
You still have Jian and Konomi as friends. But before you leave me behind, I want to tell you three words I have always wanted to say to you.

I Love You

Goodbye and Best Wishes,
Blue

"FRACK YOU, BLUE! HOW CAN YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME THEN TELL ME TO MOVE ON! YOUR SUCH AN IDIOT, BLUE" I yelled tears streaming down my cheeks and onto the bed sheets.
Jian arms wrapped around my torso and held me.
I shook her off not wanting to be comforted.
She must have gotten my message for she grabbed Konomi's hand and left with her in tow.
I was now alone and my feelings mixed up.
I was mad at him for leaving, sad Because he was gone, Guilty for making him blame himself even when I was the one who was weak, and Yearning for him to come back.
I need to find him because there Is noway Blue, the one person who I would gladly die for and so very much love, is going to just waltz out of my life saying such nonsense.
I ripped the air mask off my mouth and swung my legs over the bed touching the floor.
I shakily stood up from the bed and nearly fell from the disuse in my legs.
I searched the room and saw a pair of crutches.
I snatched them quickly then adjusted the to my height.
Finally, I crutched out of the room at top speed set on finding blue.