KAYLEES POV
how do you stop yourself from loving someone?
it's like one day you can't stand them, the next you can't live with out them. everything they do just amazes you. you could listen to them talk all day because the sound of their voice is like listening to your favorite song. and just them being in your presence is enough, you don't even have to be touching them (although it's tempting) you can't stop thinking about them. they just completely consume all of your thoughts. it just happens. but how? I guess the answer is you really can't.
that's how I feel with taylor. I so badly want to be done with him and just forget about him and the pain he's put me through. but it's not that simple, it's really not. he means a lot to me and we've been though so much. it's like just throwing all those memories just being thrown away. but maybe it's for the better. maybe I deserve better than him. that's what everyone tells me at least...
but I don't want anyone else.
and people tell me to move on like its nothing. "just forget about him"
"find someone better"
"forget he ever happened"
"stop thinking about him"
but obviously those people have never been in love. because love drives you crazy, consumes all your thoughts, basically controls you. that's where I learned my lesson.. you can't let love take over your thoughts. you can't depend on other people for happiness. but it's hard to do that when your in love.
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so these were just like my personal thoughts on some things personally happening in my life so I figured I'd just put them into kaylees thoughts. haha idk here's a short update tho
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truth or dare (a taylor caniff fan-fiction)
Fanfictionkaylee miller was just a regular teenage girl with a couple million followers on social media. she meets a special boy, but they become best friends. will one game change everything? find out in truth or dare...
