diamond pov
i woke up the next morining tried as hell but i had to get up i had to get what i had to say to ray ray out of my head i got up and took a shower and this is what i wore
a plain black tee
black sweats
and black nickes
my hair was in a ponytail i felt like wearing all black today because that was my life all dark i got in my car and drove to ray rays house when i got there i rang the door bell about 8 times as i was ringing it i thought to my self it was just one tiny little mistake maybe i should forgive ray ray when she open the door and i rember her face veary clearly it was that bitch star
star: what the fuck u want
diamond: wheres ray
star: hes in the bed waiting for me
i couldnt help my self just thinking i was gonna give him another chance i walked away when i heard some one running behind me i truned around and got read to attack anything that comes in my way and see its ray ray
ray ray: diaomond wait
diamond: no ray ray i tried of this bull shit im done i can here thinking of giving u another chance but it seems like i cant do that just leave me alone ray ray please
ray ray: diamond let me explain
diamond: explain
ray ray: ummm ummm she lives here
diamond: what
ray ray: ummm
diamond: ray ray tell me the truth
ray ray: ok shes pregant
i didnt now what to do all i could do was run i ran and ran like i was beining chase by a monster i heard ray ray call me name i didnt dare to trun back around as his voice faded in my head i hopped in my car and drove home i didnt feel like crying i thought i was stronger than that by the time i got to kiara house i truned the car around and drove and drove didnt care where i was going i just needed to get away
the next morining
i woke up in some ones house i was scared as hell when i heard a familr voice i truned around to see my girl jada who was going out with on of ray rays best friends roc then i heard another voice and it was another of my best friend cv who went out with princetion i asked her what had happen and they told me everthing they said i was on a bench passed out so i decied to tell them why i was there
jada nd cv: dammmmmmmm ray ray did all that to u
diamond: yea i dont noe where i went wrong
jada: well u need to get to the studio
cv: yea ur manger called
diamond: ok
i took my extra clothen that i always kept in my car took a shower and put on my back up clothen and was out to the studio
at the studio
when i walked in i saw ray standing next to the door i truned around about to walk away when i said u noe what whoes he he i walked in there and he try to grab me but i kept walking i had rto do a song with august i walked in my booth and started sining
diamond verse
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
august verse.
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off a love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
diamond verse
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
august verse
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window "pain"
diamond verse
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
august verse
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll lay my fist at the drywall
Next time? There will be no next time!
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna
diamond verse
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
afther we finsh sining he walked into my booth and looked at me deeply in my and kissed me i didnt kissed back i just broke it and ran
august: diamond wait
i ran and ran when ray ray tried to stop me
.ray ray: diamond can we talk i
i just ran and ran far and far i didnt care who was calling me i just ran
end of pov
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