Loveskies (a DeeFizzy FF

First day:Fizzy and dizzy!

hey guys, so this is the second chapter of "Loveskies" should I change the title? please tell me. And I wanted to know how I'm doing with my writing I don't want it to be skipping time frames..oh well. thank you for reading whoever you are, you're awesome!

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"You can do this Jetta. This is your dream remember?" I sighed, remembering the times filming all of these videos and having the best times, except for everything else. It wasn't too fun at all, thanks to Shane Dawson who made my dreams alive I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him.

I am now listening to Hunter Hayes and prepping myself for the first day of Vidcon. I should probably make a video of this but I want everything to be as surprise for my fans, I'll film when I get there.

Aria is asleep, or that is what she wants me to think. Either that or she's on her phone hinting the light under her covers and her phone isn't on the nightstand. That silly girl, always trying to hide her excitement, she doesn't even know that I talked to Finn Harries. She has the biggest crush on his twin Jack, who started YouTube and Finn made videos with him since the "Twins" video and went on from there, I had a crush on Finn for a while and when Damon stopped his YouTube for a while it was so hard. I just wished I could've been there for him and hugged him to death!

I'm not creepy I promise! I'm just a weirdo. Don't judge me. "Hey Ari I met Finn last night.."

3..2..1..aand

"YOU DIDN'T!!!" yup. I know my best friend.

"I DID!!!" I whisper yelled back at her, again trying not to wake anyone up. She got up and ran over to me to the bathroom. "I'm coming with you." I looked at her with a 'really?' face and laughed "I have interviews, you would have to wait for a couple of hours for me outside in the hot ass Cali sun. And we both know you won't do that!" Aria rolled her eyes and followed me to my bed getting my clothes out of my suitcase "True..Plus it's only two hours..I can walk around and meet people when you're at your table"i heard a knock on the door who knocks at someones door at five o'clock in the morning? Crazy people?

Nah its probably just Vinny. I walked to the door and saw a guy, i nodded at Aria and she jumped into her bed pretending to sleep again and looked again but it wasn't him. He knocked on the door again "Jetta its Finn!" With curiosity on my face i opened the door "Shh Ari's asleep!" i whisper yelled at him. He nodded "sorry" he mouthed.

"What are you doing here?" i asked, wondering still why he was at my hotel room. Finn looked at the bed that Aria is fake sleeping on "Oh i remember her, she was in that- uhh..video that..uh..that Jack showed me..." He finished in a rush. My eyebrow arched. something is telling me he's telling a tiny fib..

I gave him a look "Oh yeah why I'm here! okay so i uhh i have this friend and he needs help with something, can you come for a minute?" I looked down at my appearance "Do i look like i can leave?" I said with a hint of laughter, he looked and blushed noticing my black and green pajamas "oh..ill let you change, sorry"

He walked out an shut the bathroom door, i laughed and continued changing.

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"So I heard you know how to help people with anxiety?" I shrugged "I guess, my brother has anxiety so I help him with it a lot, and i have anxiety too but it doesn't get as bad as him" I feel bad cause i mostly do it so he can drive me around (just kidding, I'm a good sissy, and good thing now I can drive) "Well that's nice, my friend is having an anxiety attack and really needs your help."

"What is their name?" he took a deep breath and sighed "You'll find out."

We walked until he stopped in front of room 284 and we stepped in hearing a whiny sound but it sounds pretty familiar. he showed me a guy sitting the other way on the floor in fetal position, i stepped closer and lightly spoke touching his shoulder softly "Hey, you okay?" The guy sniffled and didn't turn around "Don't look at me" was all he said. Finn looked at me with a sad facial expression and i tried patting his shoulder again but he didnt budge.

"Damon, mate i found someone who can help you" my eyebrows furrowed. Damon? As in Damon Fizzy? is that why his voice sounded familiar? Is that why my heart is beating really hard right now? "D-Damon..I'm here for you, it's okay" [A/N i don't know how bad an anxiety attack gets but i know their bad, so please bare with me with this] i swallowed hard and closed my eyes, scared that he'll turn around seeing him cry, which would probably kill me.

"Why do i have to be this way?! Why can't i be beautiful? why can't i be like other people and not this hideous freak?" he still hasn't turned around "Damon you are beautiful, so many people love you and want to meet you just to tell you how beautiful and how amazing you are, why i know is because one of those people are me but I'm much too shy but i just blurted it out so there i go, Damon you are so important to your fans and you are as important to you as they are you, it shouldn't matter what you look like, it matters of what kind of person you are."

I sat on the floor behind him, by this time Finn went back to his room to get ready.

Damon turned around and i saw it. The tears running down his beautiful red, puffy face. it actually made me start to cry too. good thing i have no makeup on or it would've been everywhere.

"I just don't want this anymore.." "You don't want what?" He looked me straight in the eyes and paused "Damon, it's Jetta, remember? the girl that you messaged on twitter the other night? i'm a fan Damon, you can tell me anything, i'm here for you." Another tear ran down his cheek, breaking my heart again but i pulled through.

He needs my help, and ill try my best, my brother hasn't gotten this bad before..I guess it's just pressure. I'm surprised that I'm not like this. this is my first Vidcon that i've ever been to and I'm doing just fine..Well now.

Damon nodded and i gave him a hug on instinct, he hugged back after a second "It'll be okay, your fans are here for you okay? never let stupid decisions get you down, remember what you said? perfection is something that everyone is so determined to reach,but they don't realize you can't seek something that doesn't exist."

He smiled and looked down at the floor, i got closer and wiped the tears off his face "Don't look away from fear, it's always gonna come back to you no matter how much or how long you ignore it, okay?" I got up and held a hand out and helped him up. he brushed my tears off my face then swiped my hair out of my eyes, i smiled and blushed and realized that i was still holding his hand, but it didn't feel like an awkward thing. It felt like a normal thing, like iv'e been holding his hand for as long as i remember.

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A/N hey guys, or whoever is reading this haha, i promise i will write more and post more im just really busy and im on a trip back home from Nashville so im writing a lot on a fourteen hour drive, i will edit this when i have time and whoever can help me with the next name of next chapter that would be awesome, dont worry Jetta is going to vidcon next chapter this was just an interesting filler. heres something to think about

1. What's up with Finn? why is he acting that way?

2.what do you think Damon thinks of her now?

3. Why isn't Aria in much of the story?

All will be answered so stay tuned!

[BrytxD]