•my thoughts •
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It all starts when I was alittle girl, I had a good life for the first 5-6 years. Then my family started to fall apart my dad would yell at my mother that she was a slut and she was a cheater. My mother was a good mother. She always will be. I don't remember much, I remember feeling well I can't really put it into words. Sad? Dissatisfied? I honestly don't know. My family ended up splitting up a lot of people that use to be so close won't even look the direction of eachother.
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•skip to 14 years old•
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At 14 I knew what I felt that night I felt hurt, alone. At this point in my life my hole life was collapsing all around me I would sit in my room for hours and just cry and I cried not for attention I cried because I felt like this all of this mess..... Was my fault like it was my doing...
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• going into reality •
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Tomorrows the first day of my new school Im not ready for school I don't know what the new kids will think of me. Will they like me? Will they hate me? Or will they not even notice me? I won't know until tomorrow I guess, can't I just never go to school again. Is that an option? Well I better get to bed.
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•6:35 am•
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*BEEP, BEEP*
