My Facebook Crush

Broken hearted

September 18, 2013

Dear Mr. JS,

When I woke up in the morning, you're popping in my mind and smiling like winning a lottery. LOL. Anyways, when I got up from my bed, I picked up my laptop and turning it on and went to facebook, of course to chat you again. I say Hi to you and you replied back very fast and I ask what time is it in your country and you said it's already evening there. And we start joking around again, about the breakfast of mine. You also told you want my breakfast but I told you to come and get it, and I was laughing like a crazy girl. At the time of the afternoon here, I know you were asleep because you didn't reply already. So, I log out on facebook and shut down my laptop and went to school. After a very long class in school, I went home and turning on my laptop and log in again to facebook. I saw that your online so I say HEY to you, but then you didn't response because you're still sleeping. After a few hours, I noticed that you replied you said 'I'm sorry I was asleep' then I told you 'It's okay'. Then we chatting again, we talked about something until you got busy. And then we exchanged number, you texted me but I told you I don't have load and you asked 'load?' and I said that I only use prepaid (sim cards) and then you said 'it's okay'.

By then, you asked me about the marriage, when I said yes to you I really mean it. But you said 'we're far to each other'. And then you said 'maybe we can't' and I said 'yeah you're right'. Then you let me go, then we talked again but not the happy ones already. You know I was crying and regretting falling in love with you. I just don't know what to ask or say to you, but I know we're just friends. We'll be staying like this forever. Friends forever. I was broken hearted when you said that. So, I contact my friend, and needing a help or advice because I really don't know what to do. Then, when I checked the time, it is already my sleeping time, so, I told that I'm going to sleep and you said 'okay night'. I log out and shut down my laptop and went to bed, before I fell asleep I told to myself that I will be waiting for someone who is really meant to me. I just need to wait for him to come. And that's when I fell asleep.

Your lovely friend,

Jessica :)