>> So Cold<<

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Under the covers. It's so warm but why am I so cold? Why do I feel numb? It's morning and I can't go back to sleep, my phone clutched next to me still waiting for a reply.

Angel👑: Hey :)

No reply for what seemed like hours. I check his states. It was Online. Was he ignoring me? Pff of course he was. He was perfect in every way and me...well i'm just a weak and pathetic. I go on Minecraft to ease my mind. It's like a escape for me, escape from life, from pain, from anything. 

My heart still aching from my previous heartbreak. From a boy who I thought loved me. Didn't, even though we weren't together it still hurt. But I finally moved on. Onto another boy who won't like me like I like him. Who won't love me like I love him but everyday I still pray that he might like me some how. 

I play for what seems like hours and no response, It hurt but I ignored my pain it's not like anyone cared anyway. Then I see him. Paril_PM. Fear consumed my body as flashbacks of that night barged into my brain. Tears sting my eyes as I am frozen. I can't move. I see my desktop pictures changing every five seconds as they come up with his words

And your a sick joke to humanity

Worthless

I don't like the stupidity in your brain

It becomes to much. I exit out of minecraft and curl myself in a ball, my tears streaming down my face. I felt cold. NUMB.

Not again not again NOT AGAIN

I pray for him to come back. To text me. To save me from this horror. I could see black shadows everywhere. I couldn't breath. I wanted it to stop. I wanted it all to stop! It was too much! I felt like snapping. Like breaking in two. Everything starts to spin as I crash my face into the pillow sobbing my heart out just so loudly so who ever was in the room could hear. Not anyone else. I'm shaking, I'm terrified, I just wanted him to hold me in his strong arms. But no. He was about 12 hours away and there was nothing I could do about it but let my panic attack take over me. I closed my eyes and continued to sob quietly

Bleep!

My eyes shot open as I look at my phone praying it was him

Cullen: Hey

My panic attack faded away slowly as my eyes lit up at the text. It's funny, even though he only said 'Hey' my panic attack vanished as it was replaced with a smile. I responded back instantly and that started up a convo which made my smile grow bigger and bigger

You saved me once again Cullen. You really are my hero. Aren't you? 


  

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