MIa p.o.v
We got back to the house and i tried to go stright to my room but Torey grabed my arm
"me and you need to talk....about ryan" he said and looked at me i sighed and gave in even though i didnt want to
"fine but you better make it quick i want to go to my room" i said and we walked out back to the swingset
"i know its been three years and we havent seen each other since you left but now that im back why are you being so distant not just to me but to Ryan too i would have thought you would be the first to run right in to his arms but he ran too you...why are you so distant mi mi i dont like it" I sighed as he said the nick name he gave me when i was about 4
"i dont know its just hard i would have thought you guys would have moved on and forgot about me and i guess it just scarde me when i saw him and i dont know why i wanted to run away and never look back im not the same person i was three years ago tor im alot diffrent im alot more shy im not as out going and im always in my room unless im takeing photos for tess its like where i stay ands more of my home then anything and when your relised who i was it scard me i didnt think you would like the new me hell i dont even like the new me....and Ryan thats just a whole new story im not the same person he fell in love with i dont think i ever will be" i said fighting back my tears
"mi mi you dont need to worry if we would like then new you your my little sister even if we arent blood ill love you no matter what and you now Ryan will too he never stoped loveing you and he never will and you know that tess told me she knew where you were but she told me i didnt even know were going to be there today when i saw you it took everything i had not to run up to you and throw you over my shoulder like i use to" i sighed
"i know its just...theres alot of stuff people dont know about me even yess dont know what happend in my foster home and what happend on the street the 3 days i was out before she found me i keep alot of stuff to myslef im not ready to let anyone in and see the real me im diffrent after my parents...well you know" i said once again fighting back tears
Torey gave me a hug and we walked back in side to smell the wonderful smell of food we most have been out there for a while i walked into the kitchen too see slopy joes
"hey i made your fav i guesed you would want since well you know" tess said handing me a plate i smiled
"i love you......im gonna go eat in my room if you need me go to tess and leave me alone:i said and ran up stairs too my room and ate my food after i was done i took my plate to the kitchen and went to take a shower
I turned on the water Striped of my cloths and steped in washing my body and hair and then getting out and putting on my old bagy tshirt and my shorts and going to lay do
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It was abot 2:30 am when i woke do to the sound of loud thunder......grate i said and his under my covers
Ryan p.o.v
it was about 2:30 when it started to thunder i didnt think much of it till i remeberd that mia is scarde as hell of them
i went up stairs and found the room that said mia and i walked in the door to see her shaking under her covers
"mia mia its me its okay" i said and she looked at me she was so scarde she alwyas has been something happend when she was little
i walked over to her and sat down beside her and she cuddled up next to me and i wraped my arms around her
"its okay mia your alright nothing going to hurt you i wont let anything happen to you" i said
i held her till she fell asleep it felt nice to hold her again even if it was olny for tonight
