"Laughter Doesn't Last Forever" PewDiePie Love story

Chapter 12

The can was cold and wet, I opened it with hesitation
I looked over at felix nervously
"What? You've never drank before?"
"Well, not really.. Im just scared of getting drunk.. You know?"
"Honestly it's not that bad, one can wont do anything to you, might get you tipsy but not anything more"
If you say so
With every sip I take I get more and more excited, happy, and care free
But now I realize there's four groups of people
"The beginners/the outcasts"
"The druggies"
"The drinkers"
And "the pretty ones" which are basically just sit there and be pretty
Felix and I aren't really in any group.
I leaned up against the rock and looked up at the sky
I can sense felix looking at me
"How was life in Canada?"
I looked at him half smiling
"Hell" I said laughing
"Really? W-what happened?"
"My parents were dicks, I got abused, bullied, I was suicidal from grade 6-11, ever since grade 7 I cut myself, I wasn't popular or pretty and I just wanted to get away, so for a fresh start, I moved to Sweden with Michael"
I looked over at felix, his breath was taken away
"I-I I'm so sorry" he said grasping my hands
"Pfft don't worry, every thing happens for a reason"
I stood up
"C'mon, let's have a look around"
We ran back over the field,
I inter twined my fingers with his due to nervousness, I say I'm not nervous and I'm just care free, which is true, but I only feel like that when I'm alone with felix, not in public
I saw Justina sitting by herself on the ledge, I sat down beside her, and felix sat to the left of her
"Hey! Justina, w-why you sitting here all alone?"
"'Eh I dunno" her green eyes bore into mine, then looked over at felix, probably doing the same
"So are you guys.. A thing now?" She questioned, pointing at both of us
"Oh no, no"
"Yeah no no"
That's all you heard, scattered "no no"'s
My face went bright red
I looked over at felix
"Can I.. Talk to you for a minute" we got up and walked over to the wall
He hesitated
"You wanna be a "thing" don't you?"
I looked over at Justina. She was looking at us
"I mean, we only just met and what about Michael he'll kill us"
"He doesn't have to know"
He stared into my eyes
"I, I just." I stared down at my hightops, kicking them into the dirt
He lifted my chin up with his finger "just do whatever makes you happy" he grinned
"But you make me happy. OH GOD THAT SOUNDED SO WRONG" we broke out laughing
"not like that" he laughed "friends?"
"I'd like that" I pulled him in for a hug
"So do you think Michael will get pissed?"
"Probably not, if we come home late enough he should be sleeping"
we lied down on the grass and just enjoyed the stars, the party was supposed to be under the bridge but nobody's going to listen to that.
It's so dark and pretty, I tilt my eyes just to watch Felix's smiling, fascinated face
I honestly don't get what's so bad about him.
"Hey uhm, what time is it?"
He groaned taking his phone out of his pocket
"Erm.. 10.. Why?"
"Just wondering, do you have another can of that stuff?"
He chuckled "you mean beer?"
"Yeah yeah beer, sorry"
"I'll be right back" he smiled while pushing himself up
I sat nervously as he came back with two cans
He sat crossed legged in front of me, kind of leaning over while he opened up his can, I haven't opened mine yet.
"Anything wrong?" He asked
"No, definitely not" I smiled cracking open the full can
There's no way you can do if quietly.

Cans after cans, felix is still somewhat sober, but I was shittered
Everything's going blurry and moving slowly then fast again, I can feel my body moving side to side but I can't stop it.
My head hurts and I have the worst headache

"Babe are.. Are you okay?" Felix asked
I can't seem to answer him although my head spasms towards his
"Do you want to go home?"
I looked down at the empty cans and around the entire field, everything's just a giant blur,
"Cmon, stand up"
He grabbed my arm and pulled me up, one arm holding my waist and the other holding my hand, guiding me along
"hey, Jason, I gotta go now" he nudged up to one of his (I'm guessing) friends
"Why so soon?"
Out of what I can see, Jason have brown hair up in a quiff and green eyes, maybe a slight beard
"Well, my friend here is a little too drunk"
I started falling over but he supported me
My brain is fighting to control myself but my body is doing its own thing
"Well.. I'll see you later" he stuttered to Jason
"c'mon, I know a shortcut" he slurred