✔ I Still Love You

09

Oikawa woke up to see that Iwaizumi was gone and there were blood stains on the floor. A note was on his hand and he opened it to see a badly written letter. He had to spend several minutes to try and decipher it. When he was done, he quickly left the room and slammed the door shut

"Shittykawa,

I'm sorry but I'm not really sure if I can stay. I feel tired. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I know you will probably hate me for doing this to you but I just can't hold on anymore. I don't want my mother to work as she's already old and frail. I can't depend on my douchebag of a father and even more, I can't depend on that bitch named Heather.

And mostly, I can't depend on you. Not because you're not dependable but because I don't want you to work your ass off just for me. You still have a life to you need to live it to the fullest. Go find some girl to marry or a guy. I'm sorry Oikawa. I'm so sorry.

I'm not strong enough. I like to think that there's a difference between giving up and saying you've had enough.

I've had enough of living, Oikawa. Everything just hurts.

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for everything.

In that short span of time that we were together, thank you for making me feel as if I'm perfect. Thank you for showing me how it feels like to be loved. Thank you for letting me know that I'm fine the way I am

Thank you, for being mine and thank you for calling me yours. I'll never forget you, Oikawa Tooru"

The brunet reached the room where Iwaizumi was just in time to see his grip on the metal bars of the bed falling.

And it was as if Oikawa couldn't anymore breathe

The last paragraph of Iwaizumi's letter flashed in his mind as he fell on his knees screaming

"Don't worry maybe you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
Im sorry but I can't deal with the pain, I was never the fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug the pillow tighter
And I know in a year, you'll forget me
You're the best friend that I ever had
I'm sorry if I had made you sad
Remember, Tooru, that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

I love you
Forever and Always"