Stupid Struggles

Chapter 1 Nightmare's as Godgift

Why only red on everyone's body? Red boots,red hat ,red dress,red bags,red cakes. It was really annoying to see people acting like clawns this night. I could see everyone were sharing love within their family,lovebirds had covered every sits inside the restaurant which made the cold breeze obour more fragmented. As I was looking around, I saw a psycho guy was kneeling down, copying Santa's uniform which made him look exactly like Santa, with a diamond ring on his hand, of course their was a girl who was extremely beautiful and young. Peach gown with thick long white jacket had covered her skin just like the snow. Not to mention her two snowman bodygards which were made on her sides. She was blushing and continuously shaking her head as if she was giving a shampoo advertisement.
Why does everyone have to be a Santa Claus today? It was already 10 minutes, I didn't wanted to shout but,
"Sap, Are you dead there? Why the fuck are you taking so long? Your dad has already called you 10 times. This is Christmas's Eve and I'm quite sure you don't want to be scolded by your dad on this evening. Hey are you cuddling their with your female staff their. Come on Sap, its not the right time to do those kinds of stuff inside your pharmacy :D"  Meet me the main female character of my story. Crate.

"You talking nuts that even doesn't make a sense..., why the hell are you screaming ? Can't you stand their even for a minute? I'm searching. And I know I'm the sexiest guy in the universe and I don't want to destroy my image cuddling inside a pharmacy, theirs even no bed.
Ah! I got it.I guess you should have shout earlier so that it wouldn't take me long to find these tablets." Sapyou shouted from corner of his pharmacy.

But please Cat, can't you just stop taking these shit. "
His voice was slow and full of sadness.
He passed me the packet of Dexedrine.

Sap said again," you should change, it's your life, your future awaits. Can't you just forget what happened. Please Cat, don't do this to yourself."

I didn't answered him and opened the packet, took few tablets of Dexedrine. After a while, I passed him the money.
And gave him a forced smile and said "don't worry about me Sap, also don't give me false hope. My future, my present will always stuck with my past. And it'll go on and end just like this. Anyways thanks again for these tablets."

I winked at him and I ride on my royal enfield and drove back to my apartment.

I live alone here. I light a cigratte and blew smoke away as if i blew all my memories but it wasn't possible.

It's 1:21 A.M. I waked up again. Tears flowing heavily. It was again the same nightmare.

I came out of the apartment and drove crazily. Finally after an hour I was there. A small old church. Cracked and broken. But a little healthy. It was on the countryside, barely known by anyone that there's a Church here.

I always find myself relived and safe within this place.

I checked my IPhone 15 missed calls, 3 voice mails and 30 messages all were received from my mother.
I switched it off.

It's been five years that I've not gone once at my mother's place, there she lives with my step-dad and their child Kernal. My step- brother.

I jumped from the window. My only entrance to get inside. The Church door was always locked.

I lit the candles and sat at the corner of the last bench. Silence and Silence, unless a voice breaks that silence.

A muscular guy wearing a long black leather jacket and white jeans pant. His hair colour was blonde which was perfectly set. I could say that he was a wealthy guy. I could only see his back.

"I'm sorry alright. I didn't wanted to do that. Why the hell do those guys always follow me? I also want some privacy. I didn't want to kick their asses. I just.. don't want to share this place with anyone. I really love to be with you. I love this place and i don't wanna share this place with anyone. I'll do anything to protect you and this place." He yelled pointing at the cross.
"This is my place to hide. A place I can be real to me. I can be who I'm without any camera's. You are the only one with me. Please don't leave me."

Now, I'm pissed. I can't tolerate his jest words.
"Are you crazy or an idiot?
Do you seriously think that this Church will disappear ?
How?
Will Christ come back and take this Church back with him?
Huh! Moran , Crazy bastard."

He turned around, and our eyes met. His blue eyes filled with fear and confusion.

He gave me a surprising expression. "Now, who the hell are you and how did you entered here? "
He gave me a histrionics looks.

I acted like a overseer, and asked him the same question he did. There was silence again.

A/N: Thanks for reading my first chapter. I hope you like it and if you do then you are going to enjoy more. Please like,vote and anything you like. Also let me know if theirs anything that you like to share.

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