When A Bad Girl Falls In Love

Chapter 4

I wrapped my hands around the cup of my coffee and i did not even noticed that i am idling. "Are you okay? You're idling.." he said. His voice is hoarse and tired.

I managed to fake a smile and shook my head saying yes. He was about to say something but i just have to cut him off and tell him we have to leave. I want to sleep. I am tired. My thoughts are running everywhere. Everywhere but to that blue-eyed guy i just met at the party, and to that blue-eyed who kissed me.

It's Saturday morning. I woke up at 10am and it was earlier than i thought. I rolled off my bed and i felt like there's something underneath my sheets and saw a picture. Fuck this picture. I thought i threw this out long time ago? I got rid of the thought and just throw it away from me and got up.

I go to the bathroom and take a shower. After i took a shower, i made my breakfast. Just a simple pancake with nutella spread all over the top of the pancake, a mango shake and a whip cream. It somehow reminds me of how my mom would make breakfast for me. Speaking of my mom, by which, I miss her. It's been a while since i made contact with her which is different. I shook my head. I should maybe just move forward. I don't want to remember anything from what's left behind.

I sightly jumped in surprise when my phone ring. The ringtone is annoying, for a morning perhaps, i should say and i couldn't agree more to Drake. Speaking of Drake, he's calling me.

"What?" I greeted him as i chew my food.

"Do you want me to come over?" I look back at the wall clock behind me and my goodness it's just 11am. "Company. Or maybe i could get you a little company on that pj's of yours." I look at what i am wearing and I could imagine Drake's perverted eyes scrolling through my body.

"It's only 11AM. Give me a break." I replied as soon as i swallowed everything I just chew.

"Oh c'mon Levi. It's not that--"

"I'm going to Zoshua's." I lied. I need to get rid of him for a while and besides, i am not in the mood to make out. "He's expecting me there."

"Then let me take you to his apartment then? We could do it in the car." I just roll my eyes of how he's so hard-headed.

"No. Loyd's coming with me." I lie again.

"That prick."

"Shutup." and I shut him off.

I just couldn't fathom myself sticking up with Drake. I think i got enough of him but he's just always around and it makes me sick. I'm somehow aware of being used by him and somehow he is almost taking advantage of him. Though i don't want that to happen.

I texted Loyd to pick me up asap so I could go to Zoshua's. I don't like staying with Zoshua. But if this is the only way that i could get rid of Drake then, maybe i like staying with Zoshua. I am so indecisive.

As soon as Loyd reached for my door i was behind him standing. He was startled when i called him and said he thought i was inside. So then i grabbed his wrist and went inside his car.

"What makes you go to Zoshua's anyway?" as he pulled out from the parking lot. He knows i don't like being with Zoshua.

I just shrugged. "I don't know. Drake wants to come over and i don't want to be accompanied." I felt that he was uncomfortable when i mentioned Drake but then he smoothed.

"So you literally want to make me accompany you?" There's a slight of happiness on his tone. I like that desperation.

"Yeah." I said while sighing heavily and looking at the window. I am thinking of Loyd's grin behind me.