It's been two weeks since my dad passed away. Everything's so different now, Mariana doesn't really talk much anymore and as for my mom she's always busy working not only because we need the money but because it helps her forget the incident and me well I'm trying my best to get past this.
We were on our summer vacation so I didn't have to deal with everyone's hypocrite sympathy towards us.
I have to admit I miss how things use to be even Mariana always picking on me.
I haven't used my phone ever since only to dodge everyone's "I'm sorry sorry for what happen, but I'm here for you" messages.
I decided it was time to have my phone back so I took it out my night stands drawer and turned it on. Woah I have a lot of notifications I thought to myself, ofcourse I replied to my bestfriend messages first which was Sonia.
Sonia💗: I know how much you hate the whole sympathy process, but I am really sorry. This hurts me as much as it does hurt you cause he was like a dad to me as well you know like the dad I never was able to have. I've been visiting you but your mom says you don't wanna talk to no one and I understand, but I'm here for you always bestfriend, I love you Gigi ❤️
Me: I'm just not ready to talk about it with anyone, but I love you as well Sonia thanks for checking up on me and always actually being there for me, much love for you :)💗
With that I replied to more messages and decided to go check on Mariana. I walked over to her room and she was sleeping hugging a picture of her and my dad, that's all she does lately.
I laid next to her and fell asleep as well.
I felt someone shaking me to wake up. I looked up and seen Mariana "Wake up brat come on mom wants to talk to us about something important"
I got up out of her bed and made my way downstairs to the living room with Mariana where my mom was sitting patiently working as always. God I love her.
We sat across from my mom and she looked up from her laptop and began.
"As you girls know I've been working my butt off to keep this house and finish paying it off but I just can't no more it's too much to pay" she said
"I understand mom" Mariana said
"ye- yea me too" I said
"Where are we going to be going?" Mari asked
"Well remember your uncle Jorge, he's going to be letting us stay at his place"
My uncle Jorge is my moms only brother.
"Mom but he has kids of his own is there even going to be space for us and not only that but we would have to move from arizona to inglewood, that's a huge change" I said
"Yes it's a huge change I agree and about there being enough space there will be you girls know your uncle lives a good life he has a lot of money and his house is very huge it's three stories big" my mom said
"When do we leave?" Mariana asked
My mom let out a sigh and said "tomorrow on Saturday we start packing so I'm hoping to leave on Sunday and get there Monday. I actually have some boxes here so you can start putting your stuff into it"
*NEXT DAY*
I was upstairs with Sonia, she was helping me pack my things into the boxes my mom gave me.
"Can't believe you're leaving Giselle"
"Don't remind me I'm going to miss you like crazy"
"We could always keep contact and visit tho" she said smiling
She's always so positive about everything. I use to be like that until the incident. I would make the best out of everything life gave me.
We were done packing my clothes and shoes which let me tell you was a lot. Then the U-Haul people came and took my furniture into the truck. I had nothing my room was now completely empty. It hurt seeing my house empty I felt like I was leaving my whole childhood behind. Sonia gave me a hug and left home I wouldn't be able to see her tomorrow when I leave since she was going to leave with her grandma tonight to visit.
It's going to be a long day tomorrow, hope it's not a long way over there.
