The boy I fell for

Seventh period

Seventh period was English. I don't really like English but I could get use to this English. I sat next to a really cute guy named Ron. I thought he was insanely cute he was talking to some other girls and one girl I knew named Lisa I meet her in gym and were friends I would say. I went over to her and sat down next to her. She introduced me to Ron "hey what's up my names Ron" "hi I'm Emily" him and Lisa kept talking. Then he looked at me and started to talk to me. He asked me some questions and I answers the best I could. I can tell he's a lot smarter than me. He uses big words and smart terms and shit that I didn't understand. I spent that hole class period looking at him he's so good looking and I just find myself looking at him constantly. The bell rang and I ran out of that class and to my eight period class and talked to Lucy and my old friend Chloe and talked about him the entire time. They both got tired of me talking about him so much. The more the year went on I noticed that he talked to a girl named Britney a lot. I was really jealous of her. He use to talk to me Lisa and now all
He does is talk to BRITNEY I don't like her at all. I asked around what was going on between them and I heard the same thing from everyone they use to go out they broke up for reasons and now there just best friends that Won't leave each
Other alone! I asked this one girl Kayla who said some stuff about him and her together and that's when I let my secret slip. Up to this point I kept my secret love for Ron with just my group of friends. But this day I told Kayla that I had the biggest crush on Ron and the next day Ron Wouldn't look at me or talk to me or even stand near me. That's when I knew that he knew. I was crushed inside it hurt so much. I came home and cried for an hour trying to think about who would have
told him I went to Kayla that next day and asked her if she told him she looked me right in the eyes and said "yeah I told him I didn't no it was a SECRET!" and laughed before I could say anything Ron come up and pulled her away with him I ran up to my bus as fast as I could and cried the entire way I got home and cried for hours wishing I would die. For the next three quarters I had to deal with the love of my
life talking to Britney and now knowing that I had the biggest crush on him. He wouldn't look at me I was a disgrace to him I wrote notes to him (that I never ever gave to him btw) I would cried some nights when all I could think about was that the love of my life hated me and wanted nothing to do with me.