you havent lost everything

chapter 6

first skyler walked out

"woa you guys that bitch is mine tonight only mine" louis said

"dude shut up" liam said

"wait let me get the money and the vodka!" harry yelled

then sarah walked out

"well hello , wait is that one mine ... oh shit" niall said

it was so obvouis that they were drunk and harry just got more vodka

"cmon babe come down here and give me a lap dance" niall yelled

all the guys were screaming and whistling and laughing at themselves

"guys shut the fuck up .. my bitch is coming out"  harry yelled

i walked out and the guys went wild

"hi boys" i said

they all said hi in unison

i walked down the stairs and met skyler and sarah on the stage we put there

after we danced a bit we all went to get some vodka

"becca this isnt really a date and after this shot of vodka i wont remember anything" sarah said

"just do what i do you guys just drink water thats what harry does" i said

"wait harry doesnt drink" skyler asked

i shook my head no

we all walked over to are dates

i got on harry and we kissed once

"are you and the girls drinking" harry whispered to me

"no way " i said

"good" he said

he kissed my neck and went down my body

he took my dress of and through it across the room

"i love you" harry said

"i love you too" i said

we heard the door open and me skyler and sarah were thrown on the floor

it was harrys mom but they shrugged their shoulders and crawled onto all of us

"harry did you plan that" i asked

"uh sure" he said

he kissed my lips then went down my body once again

then he reached it

"harry i feel like someones watching us" i said

"and " he said

i sat up and he kissed my forehead

"i just feel it" i said

we sat there in silence for a second

'knock knock knock' someone knocked on the door

"see!" i said

"well put your dress on while i get the door" harry said

i put on my dress looking around to see sarah and skyler with their dates asleep

i got up and walked to harry as he opened the door

"can i help you" harry asked while opening the door

"where is em.. i mean becca i know she is here" the boy said

"why do you need to see her" harry asked

"i just do wait what are you her boyfriend or something" he said

"yea i am!" harry said with anger in his tone

"harry who is it" i asked walking up too the door

"becca its me "

"who are you i dont know you sorry" i said trying to shut the door

"im your brother remember me" he said

"micah " i said

"yea" he said

i went to hug him but harry held me back

" i hate you" i said

"and i hate you too but i had to come and see how you are doing and i see not so well" he said

"shut up and dont you dare tell lee where i live" i said

"really em you cant even call him dad anymore!" he yelled at me in harry

i didnt notcie that we ere all sitting on the couch yelling at eachother

"get out of my house!" i yelled at him

"there is no damn way this your house" he said

"it is so get out!" i yelled

"fine but when your homeless and dont have anywhere to go dont come to me" he said and slammed the door

"ugh i hate him" i said

"yea apperently " harry said

THE NEXT DAY

i went down to the liviing room and saw no one they must have left so peice and quiet again

i got half way down the stairs until i felt sickness

"o my gosh" i said

and went running up the stairs to the bathroom

i slammed the door shut cause i didnt want harry to know i was throwing up

i got up and washed my hands

"becca are you ok " harry said outside of the door

oh great now he knows that i dont feel good

no sex for me tonight

damnit why today

i walked out to meet harry

"are you ok " he asked

"im fine but im going over to allys today" i said

"you mean the one with a baby that doesnt know how to use a condom or birth control" harry said

"shut up harry it was a mistake and she hates ben" i said

"who doesnt hate him" harry said

i went to get ready but i didnt feel like it but i did anyway

soon ally was there and we went to her house

i didnt get to say goodbye to harry

whatever

when we went inside i ran to her bathroom

and she followed me

"what are you looking for" she asked me

"i found it" i said

she stared at it

"can you get out" i said

"nah " she said

a few minutes later i found at something

something that would change my life forever

positive