Talent is never enough

The real world

In the explosive world of war and political issues another thing people like are love. People hate to spend their lives without a nice companion to look after and feel affection for. But what do girls/boys actually look for when finding a companion. Do they look for smarts and attitude or skill and tolerance? For example take my a jump bike racer and hockey player which does good in most aspects of life and has the average house and money currency. Or do they look for a tall focused hair and takes money for granted showing  vulnerably all their nice items? From most would go with the second guy as he would be an icon to walk around with right? This is all too well known to me as this has unexpectedly happened to myself.

I brought from a Valentine's shop which was open at the time and I brought a  card and huge teddy bear ready for the day to come. Then the day came. It was Valentine's and I was ready to express my feelings for her. With the breeze in my hair and my chest pocked out ready for this life changer. But as I march over to her my name is called from behind. I turn to find my friend stood behind me with a shocking look. He crookedly says" your Valentine's has a boyfriend" with my spiking blood I reply hastily "WHO"
"...m..Matty" then the hairs on my head spike like iron filings to a magnet. In my mind I outbreaLife. What is life? I have reached my 13 mark and now I have just been revealed to all of the world, from relationship to fights. In the past I have held strong relationships which lasted 2 years, I have won the best tennis player of my county and volunteered to countless projects, but now I wake, the tables turn and my life turn to the anti-climax, I go to secondary school, make many friends, join clubs in my school but now I turn to year 8 the down hill shoots like a bullet, I grow transparent  to my loneliness as my friends find with girls and boys, I start to decrease my capability for learning as my sister drops school for a nearly a year, I get hit by her everyday, she gets my parents on a thin thread to going to court and I collapse at home, in my private room. I play with my friends at the park but his girlfriend comes. Then I stop my ear beats with laughter my mind cripples to my eyes as they slide to the disturbance of my friend and his girlfriend going round and round laughing  I cripple my heart as the pain kicks in. This happened everyday then it became to me being a lone  shadow and a strong couple, one day I walked home and the next day my friend said"you forgot to buy me a rockstar when we went to the park" my fist grinds, my heart went to the speed of light and I said in a haste voice"I thought your girlfriend had money" he said" she only has money to buy her own" I tense to shoulders" is this how I'm treated? I didn't even go yesterday, are you blinded by your girlfriend to notice your mate standing in the distance"
"Hey I played with you on" it went silent his eyes rolled to his twitching hand and slowly said" I played with you 2 months ago" I run off, my mind axspodes with tears, I then see black, my front body is move less, I here a huge ring the their was nothing,
I wake up with a curtain around me in a square, a  constant beat       from a weird machine on wheels sticks on my chest and a bag of water was injected into my arm. My minds re-calibrates on who I am, where I am and what happened? Two hour goes and the curtain opens and my family stand in delight of my awake. They chat to me and the they went home. But this I where it got weird. I come home after a week of intensive care and I walked to school as usual and sit down beside my friends they all stop they stare at me in amazement and then a little voice came from the back of the frozen friends" I thought you where dead!!!" I stand in shock and laugh it off replying" I guess I cheated death then" everyone laughs and Carried on chatting amongst each over. But then as I think back I REMEMBER, I REMEMBERED what happened blood rushes to my head as my mind re creates the horror, THEN my hair on the back of my head spike up and i turn around to a note with my name on it. I slowly reach down to the letter and it storms out with a whole load of emotions and tears began to drizzle down my cheeks. I shove it in my blazer and I run to my support officer of my school. I slam the door and run into the chair exploding my tears into it, the school officer rushes over pats me on the back and remarks honourable words" your a strong boy, not in muscle, but in mind, you've been rushed to the world quicker than most but now everything will be alright now". I stop I relax my muscles and stare at my school officer saying" theirs no better super power than what you have" we chatted all day and then I go, but not home I walk to the park where I meet my friend, dull like a bottomless Pitt. I jump to him and remark the words from his letter" I am your friend no matter what" stands and hugs saying" well then what shall we play football or tig". And off we went and then we live life like before with multiple emotions. He betrayed you, he's your best friend, he didn't know, kill that sun of a b*tch, don't pass out again, this always happens. I emerge back to life and violently throw the card and stuffed teddy into bin and walk off.   See my point is girls( in my point of view) like richest instead of the skill.