MONSTA X (Various x Reader)

Crushed (Wonho x Reader)

A/N: I'm sorry for updating really late! Our internet was down for two full days and also I've been busy with taking care of our house since our helper is on vacation leave. Finally, I'm writing another Wonho fanfic again. I dedicate this to marvelous_girl7  Thank you for reading my fanfics <3

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             You dropped everything you were carrying as soon as you enter the apartment you and your boyfriend shared with each other. You were faced with Ho Seok's face full of regret and fear, fear that you might leave him because of what you saw. You looked at him and then at the woman beside him, wearing only her pants, you look at her face with disgust then looked at Ho Seok again, trying to hold back every ounce of tear in your eyes.

You turned back on your heels and walk out of the door. You suddenly heard him shout, "(_______! Wait!)"

But you continued to walk out of the house trying to run away from him, he followed you as he put on his shirt while shouting, "_______! ________! Mianhe..." You bit your lower lip and thought, 'Then why did you do that, Seok-ah' still walking briskly down the streets but then you were abruptly stopped by a hand grabbing your left arm.

"Mianhe... _______Don't leave me...please..." he told you as soon as you face him.

You can't really hold back the tears anymore and just let everything out of your heart, you started to speak as you pound your fist on his chest. "Then why... Seok-ah! Yah! Waaaee?! Did I do anything wrong?! I love you... but waae? Why did you hurt me?"

He forcibly held you in his arms as you still lightly pound on his chest, crying. "Waaee, Shin Ho Seok!!" You shouted.

Tears started to fall from his face as he answered you, "Mianhe... ________ I ... It's not your fault... its me... I lusted... on somebody else... Mianhe..." He tighted his embraced and continued _________please don't leave me... I love you... only you... "
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It's been 2 years since that accident happened, now Ho Seok belong to a famous kpop band, having a screen name Wonho, while you on the other hand is currently studying law and on your last few years til' you graduate. Still, after that last five years, you still love that man, your first love and sometimes you wonder if he still does love you too, this is one of those days.

You sighed and sip your tea while staring out on the window of your very dull white colored room, the only few things that makes it alive are, the sound of your speakers, the flowers on your bed side table and the dropping sound of the IV attached to your right hand.
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You started to get out of his hold and looked up at him with eyes that are in pain and said, "Maybe... it's a sign... Ho Seok... that I should leave you..."

Suddenly his eyes showed confusion and asked, "W-wae... ________ I'm begging you... please don't leave me.. I won't do that again..."

Your tears won't stop streaming on your face as you said, "B-but... I'm dying Ho Seok... I have cancer... It's just on stage 2 but I ... I was thinking of not involving you... and maybe... this was a sign... I don't want you to get hurt when I die..."

Suddenly, pain and confusion is visible in his eyes as he said, "D-don't joke around, ________.... Don't do that! You're not sick... You're not sick!" And he hugged you really tight as he cried.
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Your reminiscing stopped when you heard the door opened and there revealed a blonde Ho Seok, smiling sadly at you. You smiled back but then frowned because you realized that you're not yet dressed prettily.

"You should've knocked, so that I can at least put something for my bald head you know." You told him.

"__________, kwenchanna, you're still so pretty." he said as he closed the door and went to you.

You blushed, "Liar." You said as he sits beside your bed.

"I'm not and you are pretty _________." he told you still with a sad smile on his face.

You were still going to argue with him when you felt his lips on yours. You kissed him back. It was a short and sweet. You opened your eyes afterwards and look at him as he tells you,

"You are beautiful, arrasso?"

You blushed and just nod at him. He hugs you just a bit tight, so that  he will not hurt you because of  your bruises because of your cancer. You hugged back and said, "I've watched your comeback, you did well, I hope you that you guys will win your first win."

You felt him smiling as he whispers to you, " I really do hope too but more than that, please fight for me here, __________ okay? I can't lose you. Saranghae..."

"Yes, Seok-ah... I will, for you. Nado, saranghae." you whispered back at him.

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Okay! Congratulations to us Monbebe's and to Monsta X for them comeback! Let us support them by viewing there Music Video a lot and there live performances too in Youtube. Also, let us vote online and listen to their songs as well. Let us also buy the physical copy of the album! That will be really great!

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