" darling you'll be okay " a line from her favorite song , but she knew everything would never be okay. the guy she's madly in love with hates her. She cant even wear shorts without feeling like someone's gonna call her a whore. Every body hates her, she's staring at the clock on her wall , as it moves tik-tok tik-tok , it's around 3 : 30 the time she gets home from school, she stares at the eye liner sharpener on her bed side table, her huge , hazel eyes filled with tears, she says to her self it's time for me to go . I don't have a place to be here. She gets up to get her binder, she rips a piece of paper out, starting to write her " goodbye letter " she picks up the pen && begins to write, her palms sweating , shaking as she tries to write the note. She begins to write " Dear " she writes " Dear everyone I'm sorry for being here, I never meant to be here. Im doing you all a favor, please no one cry, you probably won't anyway. I'm sorry " she folds up the note and tapes it on her front door, for her parents to see it when they get home. Tears running down her face when she's goes to her kitchen to get the pills out of the medicine cabinet, around 500 mg each, she goes to her room, she takes 10 of those pills , she takes her eye liner blade and cuts her wrist. instantly she drops to the ground. It's over, she lossed her battle , there's no going back now, her body laying there on her bed room floor. A few hours later her parents are home, they see the note they hope it's all a joke , sadly it's not. They run to your room, you're laying there , dead , not breathing , your mom starts crying , you're Dad dials 911 , and says my daughter committed suicide , there at your house instantly loading you on the stretcher throwing a cloth over your body. Your bestfriend that lives across the street see's you and worries when they leave he asks your parents what happened, they stutter to say she killed herself. He runs home in tears, your parents call the school && family. The next day, no one at school did anything. The " mean girls " who were always picking on you, feel horrible now. The guy you liked felt the same way you did. He didn't know how to say it , you're bestfriend is suicidal. You're sister sits there and doesn't talk to anyone, missing you so much. She becomes a suicidal victim. you matter , you don't understand how much that changes peoples life, you left everyone suffering, instead of getting help. You could have won. To the anonymous you won.
