There is something everyone expects me to know because I was beaten. Like I got some strange knowledge from the experience,but I don't,I'm just lonely,and bitter,and sad,and crazy,I'M INSANE! I have Depression,Anxiety,P.T.S.D.,and,Schizophrenia. That's all I got from the experience,and I hate it. I see things,I hear thing,the whole nine yards and you people expect me to give you some wise wisdom. NO! I just want you to know your not alone asswhole. So go to bed and try not to have theat nightmare tonight and I wont thing of mine........deal?