A Mindless Behavior Love Story: Love is Crazy (Being Edited)

Suicidal

Jai POV

I can't live without him anymore. I rushed home and locked myself in my room. I started drinking, crying, screaming and throwing things. I was having a break down to Don't Forget by Demi Lovato in the background. I couldn't take the noise so I turned it off. Someone was banging on the door over and over again.

Me: I'm coming . slurring her words.

I opened the door and my girls were there crying.

Sara: Have you been drinking?

Me: I'm going to say no but this is the part where a keg and bottles spill out my room. How you doin (Wendy Williams)

Sky: No you're not doing this.

Me: Why not? Parents always gone. My boyfriend left me. I crashed and burned for him. I rose through like a phoneix from the ashes. I went through hell. He was cheating before I was even "dead" I just want to drink my apple juice and sleep.

Tori: Babe you're better than this. We'll get through this together. We all went through this. My man is in someone else's arms again. I'm going to sing away the pain. We should all do it.

Me: You're right just let me change. I locked the door on them and drank the other 15 bottles. Fuck singing I'm going home to be with Jesus. I can't take this pain no more.

Tori: Open the door now!!

Me: You want me to sing. I'm going home going home tell the world I'm going home. REMIX! When I'm gone. When I'm go-ohone) You're gonna miss me when I'm gone. You're gonna miss me by my hair you're gonna miss me everywhere. You're gonna miss when I'm gone.(cups pitch perfect)  I can see it now. Everybody's gonna love me and everyone's gonna be like"No she wasn't ready" (kevin hart) Everybody's gonna care. Singing at my funeral.

Sara: crying. I know what we have to do. I called the boys and 911.

Roc: Hello?

Sara: Idk what went down but Jaidah is over here drinking herself to death literally she's locked in her room acting all crazy.

Roc: I'm on my way.

Sky: I called Ray he said he coming.

Tori: I just texted Prod and Prince.

Sara: Good. I'm gonna break in to her room. Yall go wait for the boys. she grabbed a bobby pin and a credit card and made herself into the room. I was putting pills in her mouth screaming. NOOO!

She smacked the pills out of my hands.

Jai: WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?! They spilled everywhere. I grabbed one and tried to put it in my mouth. She charged at me trying to make me spit it out. I swallowed hard and everything went black.

Sara POV

I know my eyes are changing like crazy right now. The boys and girls came up to see us fighting over the pills. Jaidah wasn't breathing. Roc tried to do C.P.R. The paramedics rushed in and moved him and started to do C.P.R. They couldn't hear a heart beat so they rushed her to the hospital. We stood there crying. I held on to Tori crying hard into her shoulder. Prince and Prod pulled us apart and held us. It felt good to be in his arms. We rushed to the hospital in Prod's car. We got thhere just as she did. They were trying so hard to make her come back.

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPP.

The line went flat. OMG! NO!!!