Today, all he had to do was look at me and my heart jumped, he walked into the lunch room holding a rolled up poster board, and the naive part of me hoped maybe it would be him asking me to the 8th grade dance at our school, but no, I was told he already asked someone a few weeks ago because I was going to ask him, I guess he asked someone else, he has a girlfriend anyway, I hate that all he has to do is look at me and smile and my heart races.