So I've been told I haven't been active in social media so I decided to update. I've wanted to talk about something's that I can't even trust to my closest friends. Don't get me wrong I adore my squad but some things you just can't tell anyone. I don't know how to let it out when I can just say it. So I will tell you some things that have been floating around school and social media through out the year. First.. Who I like. I won't tell you who I like. But I'll tell you this... I changed crushes over the year. ( this is now my second crush I have ever had.) secondly... I LOVE shopping people with there destination to be soul mate but when people do it to me... Um... No. I have been told by SEVERAL people that they ship me and jaylah. NO NO NO NO NO. I do not like jaylah she's just my friend. I have known her since the 3rd grade. She's funny and stuff but she's.... Eh. Thirdly... Lol idek I have been really... Shocked at what has been happening not in school but in my family. Most of you will leave as soon as I said family but for those who care ....thx fam. So there's been a lot of stuff in my family. It has left me... Believe it or not... Depressed. But I have learned even if every thing is falling apart... Look at the smallest ray of light in it. I have tried to keep happy but it is nowhere compared to what I was before this happened. My friend would know. But I have tried my best with actually little support. Not one person has said what's wrong? Unless I'm annoying them. I never ever hear a single little person say... You ok? On the inside I'm crying my eyes out screaming NO DO I LOOK OK?? But then I just I would just say.... Better then ever. I don't know why I keep this in I just do. I never have a person to talk about it. Never have.. Never will...
