I Choose You (A Danisnotonfire Fanfiction)

Date time

I never told anyone about the date with Dan for 2 reasons, 1) I don't even know if it is a date! And 2) what happens if he gets embarrassed by me telling everyone. So I kept my moth shut. But we have been texting more, alot more. Today was just meet and greets for the popular Youtubers, Zoe invited me to come so I decided will, just blend in the background as usual.

Zoe ate her lucky charms, Alfie ate his crumpets (British people get this) and I sat there staring at my banana. I would obviously have no fans coming as I didn't have many, they've currently increased to 200 which is amazing and I love them but I wasn't like Zoe or Alfie. They had hundreds and thousands!

I put the banana back in the fridge and went to my room to get changed out of my anime pjamas. It was gonna be a hot day 'apparently' so I chose a batman belly top that suited my high waisted black shorts. I pulled on some ankle socks and my usual pair of converse.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I was nothing extraordinary, definitely not. My hair was constantly knotty and my skin just looked horrible, especially with the scars. But as you hear not all scars apparently visable. I curled up on my bed and began to read The Amazing Book Is Not On Fire. I went into my own world, reading through the already memorised pages testing myself on each sentence and what page will be next. The outside world around me was all muffles and blurs.

My attention snapped back to reality as I heard a knock at my door. I jumped up quickly dropping the book on the floor. I speedwalked to the door and opened it to see. Daniel Howell. I could see Zoe looking shocked. I hadn't even told her! Dan stood there in a bar of beige shorts and red buttoned up shirt. He was grinning down at me. I hadn't even fixed my hair. I moved my hand in a welcome motion, allowing him access to my messy room. He laughed and strode in like this was nothing. THIS WAS EVERYTHING. I closed the door, lifting my eyebrows to Zoe before I do so. The door shut with a small bang. I turned around and dan was holding my book. HIS BOOK. He laughed and set the book down on the bedside table, sitting carefully on the bed.

"Sorry for showing up like this" he began, rubbing the back of his kneck. "I didn't know who else to come to..."

Then he told me. Everything. He let it out. He told me how his mum was sick and that she was in hospital. He told me how he missed her. He rested his head on my shoulder and I played with his hair gently. Zoe knocked and we ignored. We just sat there in silence. And when it was time for VidCon, I went with Dan, telling Zoe and Alfie that I would see them there.

We kept that event to ourself just like our 'date'. We acted as if it never happened in front of Zoe and Alfie. He signed posters, merch and the people themselves and on numerous occasions he denied being in in a relationship with Phil, which left me relived ad yet disappointed because I always shipped them or me and dan. But there was the hope in the back of mind that those to might be together. I giggled to myself everyone someone asked the question. One of his fans even asked to get a photo of me, her and dan! The others just asked me to take the photo. She promised several times to tag me in it on instagram and then hurried of to Joe Sugg on the other side of the room.

We needed a break so we headed over to a food stand and decided to share some nachos as everything was so expensive. We sat down at the table and we reached in and our hands touched and a camera went flash. That sent off a chain if them. We never thought about this.