Topaz POV
"So why do you guys want to be my friends anyway?" I ask both Trinity and Ryoko, kinda curious as to why they want to talk to someone as anti social as I appear around other people.
I dont exactly dislike other people, I just struggle to get along with them due to my trust issues, I am actually a really nice person, its the rest of the world that is not very nice. Yeah...
"We thought you looked lonely and that you looked like a nice person" Trinity smiles at me, causing me to throw her a doubtful glare, enough to make her shiver.
Sure I'm in the need of friends and these two look like the kind of people I can trust, but I'm not really sure I should let them in, it will only hurt more when they leave me in the end.
"Okay then, I will be your friend, as long as you dont bother me all the time" I sigh, flopping down onto my bed and gesturing to the door, wanting them to leave so I can be alone.
I may look normal right now, but deep down I'm extremely stressed. Dad just left and I made a promise I'm not entirely sure I can keep. I will try my best to keep my mothers promise but I don't know if I can help with Alice as much as she needs me to. This is just troublesome -_-.
"Fine then, I guess that our cue to leave" Trinity sighs alongside Ryoko, hesitantly heading towards the door and taking their leave. The minute the door closes I stand up, messing my room up and flicking my mini television on inside the cupboard, am idol show popping up on the screen. A performance from PreRhym taking place in front of a huge crowd, my stupid replacement singing and the rest of the team following, they disposed of me for someone who actually hogs the limelight and thinks she is better than anybody else, I suppose she has always been like that, ever since her debut.
"Serves you right, getting someone as horrible as her as my replacement, you should have just gone in as a three girl team if you wanted me gone so bad" I mutter, clicking a secret button near the TV, a small opening forming on the back of my cupboard, a magic trick I learned awhile ago, my PriPara bag and thousand of legendary dress cords falling out, all gifts from my former idol lala who finished up being an idol alongside her group of Sophie and Mireille a long time ago.
Yes, they are my oldest friends, my senpai's, my inspiration. They considered me worthy of accepting their well earned cords before leaving the idol world. A very tragic loss but I promised to keep their memory alive, so much for keeping my promises.
"Gah! I'm such a terrible person!" I yell at myself in frustration. I pick up my first outfit (the girl from the cover with cat ears xD) and think back to how I first met the group of these with their manager, kuma-san.
It was not very interesting, I was walking down the road ofnmy new town, I found a bag laying on the ground and picked it up, finding it was a PriPara bag. I ignored my own feelings of wanting to never return, and delivered the bag to Lala, in disguise of course. She was on such a panic as it was her last concert, after returning it she was so grateful that her and her friends left me their bags after their final concert, I didn't really want to accept them but they practically begged so I couldn't exactly say no, they asked me to carry on their legacy and become a Kami-idol, something they were unable to finish.
That's enough reminiscing of the past. I will never return to there again, I promised myself and I dont back out on promises like that. Throwing the bag back into its secret compartment I decide to set off to the nearby park, grabbing my guitar along the way, its a black acoustic and it cost me a lot of saving and part time jobs just to afford.
"I hope the park is empty again today" I sigh to myself, locking my bedroom door behind me.
Authors note:
Sorry for the short update, doing this in class is actually really difficult -_-. Oh well, hope you like the update and look forward to Part 2, which will either be posted tonight or tomorrow xD
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FanfictionTopaz was once a member of the Pri Para idol group PriRhym, one of the greatest up and coming idol groups at the time. Her team members consisted of Pearl, Diamond and Gemstone, although the team seemed really close on the outside, every in the team...
