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TAEYEON POV




I was here waking up at the confinement of Seoul hospital where we spend a week after we caught in an car accident, thankfully I only have a broken left leg but hey where is my wife? I shift my head from left to right just to find an empty room. Oh God, I couldn't move, my muscles were aching like hell, my baby Mercedez Benz looks like a crushed ice now wonder how hard the impact of the accident and now I was nervous what happens to my wife, I must get off from this bed and searched for my wife like right N.O.W. but how the hell when you have a huge cast on my legs the fact is that it hurts like a hell of a crazy.

































"Taetae?" I heard a voice of my wife that I saw entering my room with two cups on her hand. She smiles at me that I smile back at her, she chuckles when she saw me struggling at my seat so she helps me to have a proper seat, I see a pink bandage on her head, seriously. She hugged me when suddenly I felt tears soaked into my white hospital dress so I hugged her back closely to my still sore body, I felt guilty of what happens to us and also to our expected first child if I was to careful when I'm driving but that day was too fast when we we're both arguing inside that we failed to noticed the black car infront so I prefers to make a turn sideways and crushed it to the tree avoiding the black car on that rainy unfateful night for us but thank God we made it except for the child we we're waiting for so long, I knew how my wife was feeling now when she lost a precious thing inside her and it kills me. I was so sorry but we couldn't turn back the time that we have to face the truth and maybe we could try make it right this time.












































"Taetae seems like a cute petname for a pervert man like you. Why don't I call you Taengoo instead." Do I hear it clearly or I was just into my thoughts, petname? Pervert? It's my normal behavior when I'm around my wife like groping her butt, doing naughty things with her, dirty talking though I'm a professor but what's wrong with that when you only do it with your behalf? But the things was, someone spoke and I'm sure it wasn't my wife, I looked over her and pushed her slightly away from me that I nearly choked the air I was breathing, Tiffany, no she wasn't her, who is she? I blinked a few times squinting my two eyes I also use my hands to brush something off to my eyes. Thankfully, it was just an illusion when I see my wife's face looking confused at me so I hold her shoulders and we we're staring each other lovingly as I wiped her tears with my thumb. Do I become an insane person? Nah, I was normal, I think?







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AWHILE AGO BEFORE TIFFANY WENT TO TAEYEON'S ROOM


















TIFFANY POV





I woke up with a throbbing pain into my head but the worst I woke up with a weird clothes I was wearing instead of a hospital dress that a patient usually wears. I have a worst nightmare again after 10 years and what scared me the most that she can't comeback now, it was worst when she was here consciously controls over me, I also haven't told my husband yet because I thought I was already cured but after that accident we we're caught that night when I lost my little angel, she finally awake from her deep slumber, she should be buried inside me and not to awake forever but I think I have to deal with her again, my other personality was living here inside, she exist when I lost someone precious to me, she was awaken by sadness, grief, loneliness, guilt or let's be straight that she literal awake when darkness inside conquering my mind because she was the dark version of me since I was a cheerful, positive and energetic person. I wish that accident never happens it was also my fault because I keep on insisting that my husband was cheating behind my back even though I know how faithful he was at me, this stupid moodswings when you're a pregnant woman I almost lost two people precious to me.














































"It's your fault b*tch!"









































I sighed when I heard her cold voice inside my head, she was scolding me or blaming me again. The other side of me was also kind sometimes but she easily pissed off and her temper was no joke, I wonder how could I resist her rude attitude.









































"Just shut up!" I murmured avoiding to hear by others thinking I was insane but literally I was since I'm diagnosed by Dissociative Identity Disorder that I'm confident I was being cured 10 years ago.










































"Well, I want to meet your husband and I'm happy that you're being married since I thought you were living like a spinster because you still have a traumatic experience with y-"






































"STOPPP!!!!" I cut her off when I place my both hands into my ears to avoid hearing that traumatic experience I have that I've been rape by my own father when I was 16 years after my mother died not so long ago and I want to forget about my past but this bitch was driving me crazy.




























































"You're so hopeless brat and seems like your still living in the dark so that explains why I'm here at the first place you think? But I guess I will be enjoying here just like before so better watch out, my dear Tiffany!" She chukled and I hate hearing it all over again that I want to puked.


























































"Just go away,will ya?" I scoffed but she just laughing at me and suddenly the voice went gone. I prefer to stay at my confinement for a moment forgetting that I have to pay my husband a visit but after my other version popped out again I felt I like to be alone again for now since my whole being was too occupied by my lost and her comeback that I didn't know how to handle them. I closed my eyes as tears flooded through my cheeks soaking my blanket, the past were lingering again into my nerves, it came out all of a sudden everytime I lost someone dears to me together with my other being, I have make an appointment to my personal psychiatrist before this evil took control over my whole body. Yes,that's it! Tiffany Hwaiting!















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A/N: I was just giving a piece of teaser just to all my avid readers and right now I was listening all songs of Jessica Jung's album, With Love, J. Simple words described "AWESOME!" Yes, I'm a fan of TaeNySic :)








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