Only some of u will get these poems
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I'm tired...
I'm tired and no one knows what i mean when i say that and
I cant tell anyone...
I look for a cure, grasping at straws, trying to find a rope so i can lift my self up but the only rope i find is the one that I'll
Hang my head on if this keeps up........
Its cold here....
I sit here alone and stare into the darkness of a hallway....
Normal people see a hallway but when i see it i see hell....
I see hell every where i go i feel fire burning im falling apart more and more every day and every time im asked if im ok
I reply with an im fine when really i want them to grab me by my arms look into my eyes and say your not alright let me help you....
But its sad to think that even if i was offered help i wouldn't take it because i would feel like a burden....
I feel like a burden because i see the look on people's faces when i begin to say why im depressed
....
I see the people around me.....
I listen to the people around me..
Why? Because they dont listen back....
They wont get it because they only act like they have had a hard life...
I feel alone in a room full of people, i talk to my self so im
Ostracized.....
I cry to my self so i dont hurt others
The things in my mind prove that im as crazy as people think i am
I talk to my demons....
And my demons talk back....
There words are different but i can see them....
Hear them.......
Their in my mind and i cant get them out...their tormenting me they want to kill me help me
I see the sails over people
Sails that are full of air
But mine isn't
My sail is torn
My sail is empty
Im not going any where despite all the progress they said i made im still stuck.....
I ask god....
I ask god to help.....
I pray....
Nothing happens.....
I act tough...
But all the pain inside just makes me wanna die.....
The things i see arent good...
I dont know you...
This isnt me growing up im dieing in front of every one but every one just pushes me back into the fucking dirt...
I will raise an entire generation up to be my soldiers..
For the sake of every man i break
I will kill every ones fucking opinion!
Their irrelevant
They are the evil in this world
Shrouded in love.....
I need help but i dont want what i want
Im tired
I said im sorry
Im hated
Im feared
Im me
Your you
Stay you...
Its a vial world
Be the ones who break the chains
The Snomed taht llik esu
With one word you'll cry....that means that with one word....they will die....
I need you...
Evol uoy
Evol em
The only ones who get this are the only ones willing to listen
Listen to the music
The music of the world...
The hate....
The hate of things....
Another day in life......
Will i pick SUICIDE....
How do i say no...
The demons are calling me....
"JUST ONE MORE NIGHT!!!!!"
God save me from my self
Save me from my hell...
Talk to me like you did moses, noah, and Abraham.....
I wont kill myself for the sake of all those who dont wanna speak for what they are..................
Im so backwards....
Hate........................etaH.
Pardon me I must go catch the shadow running in front of my eyes......
