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4/18/16
I'm back from school nothing exciting happened like usual. I just went to class and got asked about Gigi. The Only weird thing that did happen my mum called me in to talk about what I want to do in life and I gave her a very confused face. I'm guessing she still wants me to do modeling even though I have told her for the millionth time I don't want to be like Gigi. Anyways were suppose to go to dinner with Gigi and Zayn. I'm not 2 excited knowing there going to be make out. Its always like that. I'll write about diner later - BellaI start getting ready for diner I was told I'm forced to wear makeup. Let me be honest I don't suck at doing makeup and I'm not a pro but I think I do pretty good make up if I say so myself lol.
*This is how she looks ^
As I put on my jacket I start to head out the door. I get inside our car and wait for my parents they take forever to get ready. I understand were Gigi gets that from. For some reason I feel this night is going to be special. We see Gigi rarely she's always with Zayn or she's traveling. Last time I saw Zayn was when she introduced us to him. So it's kind of weird meeting up with Zayn and Gigi. If she's pregnant I'm going to die.
We pull up to the venue. I text Gigi to let her know we're here. As we walk in a big light goes right in my face. Great paparazzi are here. I push my way from crowd and get into the venue. Bella, mom, dad glad you can make it! Obviously I had no choice I say under my breath as Gigi greeted us. Mr and Mrs Hadid how have you been. Bella you seem to have gotten bigger now says Zayn as he smiles at us. We sit down and we make small talk. Why did you guys invite us? I don't mean to sound rude or anything but you usually never invite us anywhere I say as I try not to sound bitchy.
Well Bella we know your going to end up modeling in the future and we found a really good agent for you and..
YOU DID WHAT! I say as I try not to flip the table.
Bella listen lower your voice down your making scene. Gigi says as she try's to grab my arm to comfort me. DON'T TOUCH ME GIGI YOU GUYS DON'T RESPECT ME YOU NEVER DID ALL YOU GUYS SEE ME AS IS A MODEL WHEN I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BETTER. THAN JUST LOOK STUPID AND PRETTY! As soon as I said that I regretted it all I could do is let my tears run down my face. As I analyze everyone's face they were shocked. Shocked about what I just said and I was too.
I run to the bathroom to calm my self down. I know Gigi wants the best for me I know. But I'm just so different from her. She's my sister and everything but sometimes I kind of forget she's the only person I got.Hopefully you guys enjoyed this chapter ! I'm sorry I didn't write that much kind of a filler chapter but I want to hear from you guys! What do you think is going to happen in the next chapter😏😉.
Anyways hopefully everyone is having a great summer and day
Take care loves -KissesIf you have stayed and ready this long I LOVE Marina 💫💖
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RandomHi my name is Bella I'm 18 year old as you may know I have a older sister Gigi. Ya, I get compared to her a lot. Unlike her I'm not very gorgeous or very photogenic. Everyone tells me I'm pretty and I would do great in the modeling world. I just don...