To me grey is not okay , I see it to much. Is grey loneliness ? I think it may be so , for this is one thing I know ,loneliness I see it a lot , I read to try to run away , but we all know books these day , they pull you in and say its okay but it's not , I take a walk but then what do I see ? Familys and teens in Love . Loneliness I see it so much just like grey , I see grey, when I look at me .. You may not see it when you look at me ,you may say no you're a light something bight then you don't see me in the shadow of the night , when I'm a alone , when nobody can see , I'm a shadow willing to be set free , but I can't there is no way to be . But wait now there's a light and it's so very bight , I close my eyes, but still can see , it's something from inside of me , It said I love you come with me , it may hurt but I'm here to set you free, to clean you ,let the grey go , let it free. I love you and I'll never leave ,but you must let go of everything and pick up your cross and follow me, then I ask is this some kind of dream ? Please kick me or something , It said why should I kick someone I love ? So I pick up a gun and said you can't die in a dream I hold it to my head and it stopped me ,It said but if this is life then you'll die and where will that lead? It held out its hand and said follow me I take it and say thank you I open my eyes and looked about the color started to come in and the gray slowly slips out.
Of course nothing happens so fast that you can't see it at some point. It changed ever so slightly when I looked passed the love and starting looking for a way away from what I have been thinking of. If what I see is loneliness how could that be because it has always been more then just me, to be love and be missed or held and kissed, that simply is not all there is the light and color started from within, what would happen if I turned to them again?
What if I turn away from myself and started to see everyone esle if briefly I saw the darkest I saw there light and I could there in the shadow or their night and simply sometime I could save a life. Am I still alone? I could be I just might. But I'm not sure I can so lonely with even a little of My light.
