XXIV. Author's Letter for Him

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I think all of you don't know who my bias is. I am here to tell you about my love for him. I am just watching some videos of BTS on YouTube and then I found myself clicking this video of Kim Taehyung crying that led me into this publication. And yes, I am a Taehyung stan. 


These days I appreciate him a lot more than I do before. I feel like he is the most precious treasure God created in this world. I am hurt by how much I failed to prove myself that I really love him. I am hurt by the realization that I am not able to stay by his side all the time although I promised. However, I want you to know how much I love him. How eager I am right now to make him feel my irrevocable love. I was a high key fan before but I lessened it at HYYH Pt. 2 era. Which makes it more worse because that is like the time when they need all of my support, right? It was that time when I lose all of my interest in all of my hobbies and addictions. Ok, I support them here and there but not all the time. I feel so bad.


I want to say sorry. All he ever wanted was someone to stay forever but I did not have the capability to do so. How I wish that he will be able to read this. How I wish for him to be happy all the time. How I wish I could tell him to just hold on because the best part of his life is yet to come. I want to reach him with my hands and cherish every second that'll happen. 


I want to see him and make him feel special. He has taught me so many things in life without him knowing. He saved me in my darkest times like how he always do to other Taehyung stans. I want to hug him and say all of the sweetest words a person could ever hear. I want him to get what he truly deserve. What he have right now is not enough, he deserves more love and care in this world whenever he needs one and so does bangtan. I am just glad that he is a member of BTS and BTS have a member like him. All of them, they deserve more than what they get. There are more beautiful moments in their life ahead. In their long journey, I hope they will always sense the feelings all of the fans would feel for them. 


PS: Don't get me wrong. I love all of the members equally. I just want you to know that I am a Taehyung stan who is longing for his  and BTS' genuine happiness. Let's all work hard like how they do, ARMYs. Ok? 


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