His Golden Eyes

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>Chapter 2<Surprise Visit<
It was the day that we were to do our songs live. The whole school was watching. But I'm use to it. I preformed in front of millions. I was back stage thinking of my family. "Why did you pick these songs?" Edward asked. "I'd rather not talk about it right now." I said coldly.

We were on & I saw BVB & A7x in the back. "What 2 songs are you doing?" Mr.  Tate asked. "Tragedy by Hell or Highwater & Beautiful Pain by Andy Black." I said. "Begin." He said.

"Tragedy
Why'd you come and find me
Everything was going fine without you here
You take from me
Everything I've ever loved
You threw it all away
Dam you tragedy
Go away

Look to the skies to find your own friend
All the ones you thought would stand
Beside you in the end
Fragile is the rose
That works away before it has the chance to grow

How long are we here for?
I guess we'll never know

Tragedy
Why'd you come and find  me
Everything was going fine without you here
You take from me
Everything I've ever loved
You threw it all away
Dam you tragedy
Go away

Open your eyes with hope that fate will give a second chance
In the same blink the final breath just slipped right through your hands
And I hate the moments
Between living life and losing it
It's all the same when you leave us here to live without you

How long are we here for?
I guess we'll never know

Where'd you go?
Seems like I'm always searching
For you bow
When can I finally breath again

How long are we here for?
I guess we'll never know

Tragedy
Why'd you come and find me
Everything was going fine without you here
You take from me
Everything I've ever loved
You threw it all away
Damn you tragedy
Go away." I finished & we did the last song. "Your life was a shooting star
That burned out way too fast
And all the memories
Of a dream that's built to last
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next panic attack, no
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next crash

It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart

All the times I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
And the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for

I pray that you're happy now
You're never looking back
Rest with the angels now
The heaven gains your laugh

Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
Cuz you're never coming back
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For the last dance

It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart

All the times that I keep holding onto
Even  though you're gone
And all the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for

Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
And leave forever

It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart

All the times that I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
All the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for

I hope you found what you're looking for." I got off stage as Matt ran to me hugging me as I broke down. "They're gone! Why?! Why them & not me?! Why did they have to die!?" I sobbed. Matt carried me outside with the others following me. They drove me to my house & Matt held me as I cried. "Tell us what happened." Jake said. "I was upstairs & I came down to get a drink. I hid in the hall closet. 3 men came in & beat my dad. They shot him in the head. They raped my mom & shot her in the heart. My little brother, Adam, he was shot. They left. I tried to save him but he had lost too much blood." I said crying. "Any leads?" Ash asked. "None. It's closed." I said. I went to my bathroom & cut my arm deep hoping to see my family again.

~A7x BVB Pov~
"She's been up there a while." CC said. "I'll go look." Matt said. He jogged upstairs & opened my bathroom. "Call an ambulance!" Matt yelled trying to stop the bleeding. "Stay away!" I screamed kicking him away. The paramedics took me to the hospital & admitted me. Carlisle came in & shut the door. "Angel. Why did you try to kill yourself?" Carlisle asked me. "Why do you care?" I asked coldly. "Cuz I'll keep you here until you tell me." He said. "I want to be with my family. Happy?" I said annoyed. "I can't trust you to be alone so Edward will be staying with you until I see fit. Matt signed your release forms. You go. Edward will drive you home." Carlisle said & left. I got dressed & went out to the waiting room emotionless. "Angel!" Matt said hugging me. He let go as they all saw my eyes were emotionless. "Dam. She's shut down." Zacky said sad. Edward came over & led me to my car. Matt Zacky & Jimmy sat in the back while the others followed in Johnny's car. I went to my room as Edward followed & sat in my batman chair. "Why are shutting them out?" Edward asked. "Why do you care? Nothing's gonna change in my life. I'm traumatized for life. No one can change anything. So why should I tell you? I don't want sympathy. I want to be with my family where I belong." I said. "& that's where?" Edward asked. "A grave 6 feet under, lifeless. Leave me alone go hang with your girlfriend." I said coldly. "Heather isn't my girlfriend. I don't like her. I like someone else." Edward said not fazed by my attitude towards him. "Go hang with her." I said not looking at him. "I am." He said. "I'm broken & fucked up Edward. Surely you can do better than me." I said. "I don't want better. I want you. I'm not gonna rush anything. I'll wait as long as it takes." Edward said. I fell asleep with Edward watching me.

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