My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon

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Jennifer's P.O.V.

Fear now on Patrick's face as he caught eye contact with Pete who is now angrily walking towards Patrick faster and faster. His fist raised and ready to strike. Without thinking I run towards Patrick and stand in between him and Patrick. "Pete just stop!" I say holding his arms but he pulls free and tries to walk around me. "Pete lets just talk!" I hear Patrick say from behind me. I look at Pete dead in the eyes. "You need to calm down. I know you're mad but it's not worth it." "It is worth it!!" Pete shouts at me. "YOURE worth it!!" He screams now and realizes that he's yelling at me because a look of guilt is now masking his face. He turns to walk away but I pull him close and hug him. "I love you." I tell him.

Pete's P.O.V.

"I love you." I let the words sink in as I pull her closer and hug her tighter. "I love you too.." I whisper to her before kissing her forehead. I catch Patrick's eye as I look up. Immediately he looks away. He's jealous. He just has that look on his face. When I catch his attention I kiss Jennifer on the lips, long and hard knowing Patrick's watching. I hold her face in my hands and set them on her shoulders and let them glide their way down to her back. I pull her closer, still kissing her and exploring her mouth and put my hands right on her ass. As I lift her up and wrap her legs around my I push her against the wall and throw her arms around me neck. I pull back and set her down before giving her another brief kiss leaving her wanting more. I look at Patrick. His face is red and he's walking out the door. It must've been obvious at what I was doing because everyone was staring at me. All with a different expressions. But Jennifer's was the worst. She had a heartbroken look on her face along with disappointment an ran after Patrick. Leaving before I saw the tears that were starting to coat her face.

Patrick's P.O.V.

I hated Pete right now. He did that on purpose I know he did because he'd always look at me to make sure I watched him touch her body. She was supposed to by MINE but there's just something about Pete that everyone loves. I'm nothing special... I just can't help but think about that day when I had Jennifer to myself. I was so happy but now things aren't the same anymore. Some nights it gets so bad. By "it' I mean the cutting. No one knows but who's going to care.

I stop in mid-thought as I look around and have no idea where I'm at. Better this way. I sit down in an alley and just cry. Not cry like I've got a small cut but as if someone I loved died. I must've been crying pretty loud because I didn't realize someone was here until I felt hands on each of my shoulders. I look up and see Jennifer. Tears falling down her cheeks but still looking as beautiful as ever. Before I know it, she pulls me into a hug. A rush of warmth fled all throughout my body and mainly in my cheeks. I wrapped my arms around her and we just say there in an alley way hugging each other. "Patrick..." I heard her whisper. "Y-yea?" I stutter a bit still kinda crying. "I'm so sorry about Pete. I didn't realize what he as doing until he let go and I saw you run out the door and I just didn't know what-" " Just stop." I cut her off and hug her. "I just hate seeing you cry.." she says looking down with a pout on her face. "Do you want to know why I'm crying?" I ask her. She looks up at me. " It's because of Pete I kno-" "Yes that's one of the reasons." I say cutting her off again. I scoot closer to her and tell her everything. "Do you remember when you first met me?" she nods her head. "That one day I bumped into you at that hotel. I fell in love with you instantly. It was just something about you. I'm not sure was, if it was the way you you looked in the light, or if it was the way your voice was so soft when you spoke to me. You didn't act like a crazed fan. You talked to me like I was a normal person. That's why I grabbed your hand and took you to the roof of the hotel. Because I just wanted to talk to you. That day was more fun then you could possibly imagine.I just wanted to scream I love you from the top of my lungs so everyone could hear me. I was having a bad day but you saved my life that night on the roof of our hotel. And when we kissed under the moonlight is when I knew I loved you. Photo proof kisses that I remember so well. " I looked up and her and she was crying.

Jennifer's P.O.V.

Patrick just poured his heart out to me and I feel awful. I couldn't help but cry. He remembered that day so well.. and it happened almost 2 years ago. "Are you alright?" Patrick looks at me with a look of worry. He didn't give me a chance to speak. He just wiped my tears away and hugged me tight. He pulled back and before I knew it, he kissed me. It felt just like that night on the roof of the hotel. Perfect. Now he's singing G.I.N.A.S.F.S. to me. His voice is just perfect.. "Things aren't the same anymore

Some nights it gets so bad

I almost pick up the phone

To trade baby blues for wide-eyed browns

I sleep with your old shirts and walk through this house in your shoes

I know it's strange, it's a strange way of saying that

I know I'm supposed to love you, I'm supposed to love you.." "I wrote that about you.." I hear Patrick whisper. I look up at him in shock. Next thing I know, my phones ringing like crazy. Message after message. It's Pete. Asking and begging me to come back. Patrick must've saw because he stands up ad holds out a hand to help me up. I take it and we start walking back. Luckily I knew the way. By the time we got there Patrick immediately started walking to his car. "Where are you going?" I ask. "Home. I can't be in the same room with Pete." He says getting into the car. "I love you still. Forever and always. I want it to be me and you sitting I'm a honey moon." was the last thing he said before he started the car and drove off. I just stood there. Not even knowing how to react. I think I still have feelings for Patrick.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 22, 2013 ⏰

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