My songs/Poems

Apologies

I'm not a nice person...

You have seen the best of me...

And I'm sorry...

I Love you so much but I lost your love over my own self hate...

I let her come between us cause i didn't want to fight anymore...

I Can't be with you in any way because I do not want to have more drama...

Your right if I was a better friend I would know about your struggle...

But I'm a horrible friend...

I Lost one of the most important person in my life...

I know you will still hate me most likely....

but I hope when you read this you will see how much I care...

For my other friend that i loose i probable won't do this...

but...

I just need you to know....

That I'm sorry for...

Causing you Heart Ache...

Being torn apart by the drama....

Having me to be a bitch on here....

and over all...

I'M SORRY I WAS NOT BETTER AT CONTROLLING MYSELF...

I know I should not be saying this stuff out loud....

I should just keep it in my head...

but i can't...

not anymore...

I want you to now....

That I'm so sorry but...

I know you will still hang out with her or she will hang around you...

so I can't be your friend...

I do not want to have anymore drama for you...

This is for the best....

But remember this...

I'm So Fucking Sorry and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU....