It's the beginning of the school year and I see my friend lulu and cally. We were so excited to see each other. Right away we started talking about summer and the new school and their crushes. If you know me I'm not that type of girl to have a crush. I haven't had a crush since maybe fourth grade. Anyway we were talking and the were listing their crushes and then they asked me. Right away I said no. I told them why would I need to be drooling over someone every day. Then the bell rang,"ring". We went to class. After a few days I start talking to this guy I met. And he was so nice. Days past by and I think I start noticing something. We always mess around and he tells me stuff he doesn't really tell his friends. We have a connection.
4/12/16
I'm in class and he starts talking to me about his family and what his dad told him. Then his friend comes and Asks what we are talking about. At first he went silent for a few seconds then he just told his friend nothing. For a second I had this weird feeling. And we just messed around for the rest of the day ignoring the fact that he wouldn't tell his friend what we were talking about. The bell rang and i just looked at his eyes and he looked at mine and we just got up and left. But that stare, that gentle stare ,felt like I just shot by a soft arrow that made me slowly fall and that he caught me. I felt so weird.
4/14/16
I go back to class and I see him walk in. He sat down and again we messed around and he would say the funniest things that would make my stomach feel like millions of butterflies are flying . Then we were doing a group project and we were messing around even more. And I said that I can barely see the tracing of the picture that I have to color and just to mess around he payed on my desk and looked at me then asked if I can the the picture now. And in that moment, in that moment that he did that I got a feeling , a feeling that made me feel....happy.
4/16/16
We are back in social studies and we talk. We talk for a while and I noticed that he would smile at me. But not just any smile it was a smile that he would only show me I would say the stupidest things and he would give me that smile. It was a smile that made me feel perfect and not worry about my insecurities , it was a smile I will never forget. At first I thought that he would give that smile to anyone. But his friends would make him smile and I see him and other people make him smile but he doesn't smile the smile he gives me. Like if I'm the only one he smiles like that to.
4/18/16
More and more I start to notice the feelings he has. I was talking to a girl across from me about my hair. I ask her if it would look pretty blond tips or pink tips and he turns at me looks me in the eyes and tells me that he likes me with brown hair. After he said that he just kind of looked at me and looked the other way like he just made a mistake. Then a few minutes after that he tells me that he likes my hair in two braids and that I should ware them more often. When he complements me or says stuff like that it just makes me want to faint makes me feel like...........OMG I HAVE A CRUSH.
4/20/16
Today in social studies I was late because of testing and so I show up to class and he is so confident in his homework he tells me I can copy of of him. Of course I didn't copy off of him because his answers were wrong but it was so sweet how he would do that. Then the bell rang and we were getting ready to leave and when we were putting our stuff away we accidentally touched hands. We just looked at each other and it was such and awkward moment but at the same time it felt like a good awkward.
4/22/16
Today he asked me out. And all I felt was my life just being torn out of me I was so happy.
4/24/16
I'm at the playground and he went to go hang out with his friends for a little and the most horrible thing happened. NO it can't be....
