Do You Still Love Me, Natalia

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After a long day at shield Natasha finally arrived at her apartment. She had been helping getting shields files back from the internet and helping them get back up and running. She walked into her apartment and opened the door. As soon as she walked in she knew something wasn't right. She felt like someone was watching her. She grabbed her gun from the holster on her belt. She snuck down the hall and peered around the corner into the living room. Someone was sitting on her couch. She couldn't tell who they were because it was dark. She jumped out from her hiding spot and pointed the gun at the person. She slowly walked closer to him and the closer she got the of his face she could see. She noticed right away who it was. It was The Winter Soldier. She stopped a few feet away from him.

"what are you doing here?" She asked him demandingly

He stood up and took a step towards her. "put the gun down." He ordered.

"im not going to do that." she said taking a step back.

"please..Put. The. Gun. Down. Im not going to hurt you...Just trust me." He pleaded

"Why should I trust you." She said harshly.

Bucky smirked. "You have no reason to trust me. I just want to talk." He said.

Natasha raised her eyebrows at him and she slowly lowered her gun. "What do you want to talk about?" She asked

"I remember you Natalia." He simply said.

"how do you know my name." She asked him.

Bucky chuckled "I know you remember me too, Natalia, and you know it." He said and took another step towards her.

"I dont know what your talking about." She lied. She remembered him well. When her trained her. The way that he kissed her. She remembered every bit of it.

"I know you're lying." He said and looked at the ground.

She sighed. "Nothing gets past you James." She said and smirked

"what happened with things between us?" Bucky asked her.

She walked over to the couch and sat down. "they punished us both. They made me watch what they did to you...It was terrible James." Natasha said and put her head in her hands.

"you know as many times as they wiped my memory, I somehow managed to remember you." Bucky said and sat down next to Natasha.

She looked at him and smiled.  "I loved you, I still do." She said

"I still love you too, Natalia." Bucky said and gave her a little smile.

Natasha sighed. "James, we can't be together if that what you wanted." She spoke sorrowfully.

Bucky wore an expression of anger and sadness. "why not." He said sharply.

"because we can't. What is Steve going to think of this. Do you think that shield and everyone else will approve of me the Black Widow, an Avenger, dating a deadly assassin, The Winter Soldier. The guy that tried to kill Captain America, The wanted man...I don't think so." Natasha spoke a little too harshly.

Bucky winced at what she had said about him but he just shook off the feeling and spoke 'who cares what other people think, who cares what Steve thinks and most of all The Winter Soldier is the man who is wanted. Not James Buchanan Barnes, and that who I am. So let them believe what they want to believe because you know damn well that Hydra was making me do all of that." He said angrily. He stood up and took a deep breath to calm himself.

Natasha looked shocked. She stood up and walked towards Bucky. "James, I..I didn't mean what I said. I dont think you're any of that. You're a good man James." Natasha said and put a light kiss on his cheek.

"You the only one that thinks that." Bucky half whispered and looked at the floor.

"thats because nobody know you like i do." She said to him and smiled.

Bucky gave her a little smile and reached towards her face. He brushed a strand of hair out of her face. He pulled her towards him and stopped. They faces now inched away from each other. "Do you truthfully still love me." Bucky asked her.

His breath was hot against her lips. She whispered enough for just him to here. "I still love you, I will always love you James."

That was all Bucky needed to here. He leaned in further and their lips met. Natasha wrapped her arms around his neck and he put her hands on her waist and pulled her closer to him. She moaned against his lips. He smiled against her lips. Natasha guided them into her room. They flopped down onto the bed. Bucky pulled away from her lips and stared at Natasha. She knew that look. She just nodded and that was all Bucky needed and his lips crashed against hers again. They had a night filled with love. After many years they were finally together again and nobody will keep them from each other ever again.

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