My Past into the Future

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》Travis《

I'm on my way to the hospital because my ol' girl is in there. I been crying non stop but I can't help my ol' girl has the stage 3 Breast Cancer. I know I'm not paying no mind to Jada because when it comes to my mother it's a whole new mood for my mom. She is the first lady I seen in my life. I guess it true when your a baby, your parents always there but when you grow up you have to be there for them and I believe that shit. I never thought my mother would have cancer but you never know what can happen in your life.

I walked up out the elevator and walk to my mother room. I open the door and she looked up from whatever she was doing and smiled at me. "You okay ma?" She motion me to sit. "Yeah baby. I hope me being sick doesn't effect your personal life" she said. "Nah mama life is great" I lied because I'm shutting everyone out.

The nurse came in and gave mama her medicine so I decided to help. When she was done taking her meds, I sat back down at watch the lady write on her notebook and left. Next thing you know the doctor came in with paper. "I have news for you Ms. Porter" he started reading the paper. "This stage of cancer is making an immediate region of the tumor and may have invaded nearby lymph nodes and muscle. So I'm basically I'm telling you there is treatment options but I have to get back to you with that. Now you need plenty of rest, so young man I'm gone need you leave for your mother resting" I sighed. "Alright but can I visit her tomorrow?" The doc shook his head no. "Sorry son but say your byes" he said walking out.

I looked over to my mom and I just broke down. "Baby don't cry. I will be fine" I looked up at her with watery eyes. "Are you sure mama? Does any of this sound fine, mama I love you but I'll see you when I come back. Bye mama" I kissed her forehead and walked out the hospital inside my car. I drove all the way to the alcohol store and brought me some and drunk it all down. I went back in my car and open the dashboard and took some cocaine. I arrange it and sniff it real quick. I swear a whole lot of stress is relief. I can't take this whole cancer shit anymore.

》Khali《

Right now I'm in the studio with this bad ass female. When I say mami has bars, this girl had bar. Right now she rapping about something I don't even know. I pause for a moment because she was loosing confidence about herself and started stuttering. I stop the music and went in the booth. "What happen?" She sighed and put her head down. "I don't know. I don't know because I'm going thru some stuff with people and they getting to me" I walked beside her and move her head facing me. "Look at me. Don't worry about anything, just put your mind to what motivate you okay" she nodded.